Good Morning
Today is Sunday and I am after a long, long time (over 15 yrs) taking anti biotics for a nerve inflammation,
due to severe stress especially physical. I fight every day to keep control over the energies swapping over from Michael Jackson into my body, the echo from the past, his bad experiences, are lingering in the back of my mind.
People will never truly understand, and if I might say straight out: Especially Americans will never understand, they have one of the biggest society issues, emotional issues, ego issues and ignoring the world issues thinking they are all there is, up till this day. Michael Jackson was an American citizen, and he regretted it at some point “not feeling American anymore”.
And they poisoned me, stole my life and work and keep distburbing my home via far distance doings in Switzerland, and my life and soul, continuously, just for being Michael Jackson’s fuckin Twin Flame Soul. It’s the hardest fight of my life, to survive, to overcome the fuckin PTSD caused to me and all that’s rising in the age parallels to Michael’s life after the age of 40.
One of the things I realized, putting the experience into a Song, is hard to digest and accept.
BULLYING FROM FEMALES SINCE KINDERGARDEN
One of the most prominent things I wanna fight, due to my own experiences, and that I care to help Teenagers here with daily, is Bullying. So called MOBBING in German how we say it here.
But before we look at it further, what is it actually? Why does it happen, what is it’s purpose?
This gonna go motherfuckin deep.
I realized as a teenager already, that people bully for no reason. The victim is NEVER at fault.
When someone had issues at home, like feeling unvoled, not cared about or not given attention by parents, they would try to negatively “suck for that energy” with emotional violence, sometimes physical and this horrible bullying I never understood. I used to stand up then already for other Girls and Boys, wo were alone and got bullied a lot, for their shape or hair or such dumb things.
I became aggressive in attacks and learned how to defend myself, since motherfuckin Kindergarden. I remember til this day going in these dark Mercedes Taxi Cars with old Men I didnt know to Kindergarden far away the second year, due to the problems with the FIRST KINDERGARDEN TEACHER, FEMALE AND RACIST TOWARDS ME AS WELL. It almost became a lawsuit back then, my mom had threatened her and fought always hard to protect me.
And no matter how much shit took place, Girls naturally hated me, always. Always!
I went to Primary School, got another female teacher who was even worse. She would watch other kids bully me, and eat a sandwhich enjoying the sight, not taking any actiong or intervening. My mom had to threaten her with legal steps at some point too.
Then I went to another class, ended up in the last 2 years with a new female teacher, in primary school still…
She was even worse, bullied me in front of the class man, like a jealous teeny competing!
Later I had women at work try to cause damage, but also some good women I met I must say. I remember and appreciate friendliness big time. Right before founding my Company, to reach for my lifelong dream I worked hard for, I was working for an American Company and was poisoned, fighting through it still, right after returning home to Switzerland.
Some old German racist woman was the boss over the Swiss department and kept messaging, calling in a stress and disrespect tone you cannot imagine, others took it. I did not. She said a racist remark in my face, for no reason just to abuse me, and I went home, wrote her that one more time and I will report her immediately. She fired me for speaking up. I went and founded my Company, with the vision to bring RESPECT to women, not money making visions. I never was about money, in general, in Music, in Movies, in Writing, or spiritual skills that are sacred and part of my life and soul, inherited from my Grandmother.
I said to myself, if such losers can be controlling and pushing around people, not capable of being good bosses, then I can. And Mystery Garden Productions was born, in 2008, with details discussed with Michael in LA in 2007 and 2008 before leaving. You can see it on his last 2009 preps, the ancient Egyptian Ankh , Part of my Company Logo since hand sketched in LA in 2007….
About the whole Twin Soul thing, you can see it, all over the data of a human being, and face and body and situations and voice, and Music and dancing, and body movements, and and and, but who am I telling? The same Americans who did NOT listen to Michael himself about himself?
Dumb.
PSYCHOLOGICAL WARFARE ON TWIN FLAME SOULS
A person knows themselves the best, not strangers. But who am I telling, the same public that tried telling Michael who he is, while he yelled:” NO, I AM LIKE THIS THAT, THIS IS ME! I AM TELLING YOU ABOUT ME!”, no we are telling you about you? This is the fight? Its at the core of Twin Flame Consciousness, by the public, and people want to jugde a second time, watching me get anger issues and health issues over the stress over this done to my life?
So, please excuse if I sound harsh and not open to bullshit anymore.
In fact, some cheap effort was made from the U.S. to make it a fight who owns my soul, by insane religious people who know nothing of and fought long Twin Flame Soul Knowledge…in front of your eyes they do the same things you saw full public with Michael, but no, the mind ain’t clicking for many, many people.
From personal attacks to always trying to make SOMETHING SICK OUT OF NATURE, it is unbearable, the public, to be honest. I have no idea at times, how Michael stood it so long. He was never believed, taken serious, SEEN for who he is. All he went through, again:
Due to the Twin Flame Soul Connection and Journey, was ridiculed and torn apart, including me, his Twin Soul, in ways, that can only in the end lead to death. I have to face my own death, knowing each detail coming. I might suddenly have a heart issue around 50, which is 9 years ahead only. Over this bullshit.
Constant bullying, constant hate, until you get so much stress damage, YOUR BODY CANNOT FUNCTION NORMAL OR REST NORMAL TO REGENERATE anymore. This is what happened to Michael, bam, bam, bam “people stop”, bam, bam bam, “I’m a human being!”, bam bam bam bam blind in a psychotic obsession of hate. The public.
Same thing here:
I released Music I worked on all my life, do you understand what all my life means since age 5? I founded a company with financial risks with all my money, poisoned and half dead in 2008, to surprise Michael with my effort and independent doing, based on conversations mostly about FILM DIRECTING in LA. I was poisoned and raped away from LA.
Then my data, company data, logo, releases, art work, wordings such as “TwinFlame Soul” combined terminology, hunted down, stolen, plagiarised, over and over IN FRONT OF YOU by Americans with a religious insanity, you saw me yell and fight, and accused me for MY PROFESSION I chose long ago, based on my TwinFlame Soul Connection to Michael Jackson. The man is A MUSICIAN, but it is strange that I sing, right? Being his Twin Soul, having created TwinSoul Pop before any attacks, dated, copyrighted, published with sketches of HIS FACE BEHIND THE VEIL OF DEATH LOOKING AT THE LIVING. I released it due to hacking in Demo Form that one.
You can tell of all kinds of crimes, scream for help, people watch you die and enjoy it. This is exactly what Michael experienced and I am feeling and seeing it now and I won’t shut up, I will keep telling the truth from Switzerland, no matter how much rapist America is bullying me and copying to the public my stuff to bury me alive, fuck you and fuck off, sick people.
I will put all this into the COMPLETE ALBUM PLANNED SINCE 2010, that was stopped with hacking, crime and bullying later, my MUSIC, my soul expression and vision ALL MY LIFE. It is called TwinSoul Pop because Michael helps me channel the Songs directly in 5 Minutes Technique, not Lady Gag in 2011 a year later with my Cheek Mole as a decoration on, copying poses and the TWINSOUL DATA IN MY COPYRIGHTS. That woman is a drunk, ex stripper, and never had anything to do with my Medium skills my Grandmother also had, helping souls of dead people cross over, and for sure, no Twin helping for writing Songs and if, it would be a copy of my stuff 100%, so they LEFT THE TWIN SOUL PART OUT, interesting. And you still do not see, the most logical in front of you, laugh like drunks about Michael’s suffering and mine and APPLAUD STRIPPERS CLAIMING HIGH SKILLS IN THE OCCULT WITHOUT STUDY OR SIGNS PHYSICALLY.
Then some Jew called Debbie Stefaniak, totally hateful stalking me and ALL PAGES THAT MENTION ME, FORUMS, DISCUSSIONS, away from my sight since I barely see it, PROFESSIONAL STALKING, and fake infos placed even on Google like “oh two WOMEN WITHOUT NAME claim to be Michael’s Twin”, hell no, its unlawful and continues the shit and I am checking now with lawyers all this at the U.S. fuckin Copyright Office for my Company, the Music Publishing Rights if they were infringed in America, my Company can cause big trouble with EU Data Protection Laws and now it is happening finally.
My name is SUSAN ELSA, and I am the ONLY Twin Flame Soul Michael Jackson has, and started my innocent work without blog or talk, before any attacks or fake claims on this. My PROFESSION, FAMILY DATA AND COPYRIGHTS ARE AT STAKE, and you plaster the Internet with bullshit. I am not some Woman, I am THE FEMALE MJ SINCE 1998 OFFICIALLY , FIGHTING SEXUAL HARASSMENT AND MANIPULATION in the Music Fuck Industry since, for my TWIN FLAME MUSIC VISION, you idiots.
Now check my Music, because this time around you will respect my work and what I learned from Michael, hell, you will SEE MICHAEL IN ME IN EACH MOVE ON THIS ALBUM that waited all these years, charged by a war on myself and my soul.And you know what else:
You will FINALLY SEE ME, the WOMAN YOU TRIED BULLYING AWAY FROM LIFE, little Susie.
Even if the whole motherfuckin World stood against me, I can only DIE OR LIVE, get that into your heads. It is NOT POSSIBLE TO GO NOT HAVING YOUR SOUL BECAUSE YOU DO NOT LIKE IT – what you are trying all those years is to KILL ME OFF and I won’t go away, because I have the SAME EQUAL RIGHT TO LIFE HERE AS YOU DO, AMERICANS, AND MICHAEL’S SOUL IS NOT BOUND TO HUMAN POLITICS AND YOUR SHIT OR RELIGION BS BY THE SAME PEOPLE MIKE IS RECORDED SPEAKING UP AGAINST, OR AMERICAN PROPERTY. In fact, the Twin Flame Soul Knowledge is NOT from Religious Knowledge, at all, at all.
Kind Regards
Susan Elsa
Michael Jackson TwinFlame Soul Official
(Copyrighted Intellectual Property)