I am truly touched at being given the opportunity to write a guest article for Susan and Michael 🙂
For those of you who do not know me, my name is Danielle Nova and I have been in an active merging process with my twin soul Sam, who is in spirit and has not incarnated in this lifetime, for a little over two years.
Our story began long before then.
I am a survivor of heavy childhood sexual abuse from my mother’s fiancé that she had back then. It began when I lost my grandfather who was more like a father to me than anyone. The abuse went on from when I was 9 to when I was 11. That abuse that I went through set me and my life and our twin soul situation, due to all of the wounds our soul endured by going through such an experience, on a course that took my entire lifetime to overcome. It took me years to even look at my reflection in the mirror without my stomach turning. It made me hate myself to the point that I used to wish that I could wake up and be someone else. I spent years angry at God for allowing it to happen, I literally used to tell people that I felt like I was an ant and God was a mean kid holding a magnifying glass over me on a sunny day, laughing as I would scurry back and forth trying to avoid the death ray that would come at me through the magnifying glass.
People romanticize twin souls. They romanticize it in their heads, paying attention to all the parts of it that excites them but then choose to ignore all of the hard work that is needed to truly remember that connection and find the TRUE other half of themselves. Most people’s twin souls are in spirit, they are not incarnated at the same time (in 99.9% of the cases) because it is dangerous to do so. So many strange things happen once that connection is remembered and real communication with the real twin soul starts to happen. Even in our case, once Sam “came back” to me, strange things started to pop up all over the place because people react to your energy differently, simply because your energy is different, even to people who have known you your whole life.
How Evil SET Tries To React When You Are Close To Healing
Sam and I had a plan long before I was born, no matter what happened in this incarnation to find each other again and to remember this connection because we have work to do. Sam being in spirit and me being incarnated in a physical body, it enables me to tap into our true skills and talents as a whole soul on an elevated heavenly level. I have one foot in heaven and one foot on Earth. It took so much strength and skill to overcome all of the wounds that were inflicted upon us because of what I went through as a child. It wasn’t until I was thirty years old that Sam “came back” to me. Simple math will tell you it took us 19 years to heal what our soul endured. But even when I was ready to heal from what I went through as a child, evil and SET was trying his best to keep me wounded and not actively connected with Sam.
I lived in Texas for seven years and was engaged to a very abusive person back then. I had to be removed from that situation and all of the energy that I was surrounded by back then before Sam could come back to me. My ex knew what I endured as a child and the last year and a half before I left him I started to allow myself to heal from everything I went through. He saw and knew that I was starting to change into a more confident person, feeling better and more confident in my own skin, and I was starting to actually like myself again. He felt that he was losing control of me. The better I felt, the less control he had. I knew for years that I had to leave him. I knew for years that he did not deserve me. But it took so much for me to finally say I was done.
Something else I want to say here, is when evil SET cannot get to you directly, meaning when your soul is innocent and pure and protected by your souls light, he will use people outside of you to try and get to you and keep you broken and unhealed.
One night my ex wanted to have sex and I didn’t. When you are actively healing from the things I was healing from, the last thing you want to do sometimes is have sex. Lay in bed together, yes. Spooning, yes. Back rubs, yes. Watching a movie and falling asleep together, yes. But sex? That night, no I wasn’t feeling that at all. As a matter of fact, all I wanted was to be held. When I told him that I wasn’t feeling it that night and I just wanted to be held instead, my ex decided to scream at me for 25 minutes until finally I gave up and said okay. He knew exactly what he was doing. It was calculated. The next day, I told him that we were done. He got angry, kicked the wall and stormed out. The day after, he came back begging me to reconsider. I told him if we are going to do this that we are starting from the ground up. We are not engaged anymore, he must prove to me that I can trust him and prove to me that he knows what respect means, and until he does that, he will be living with his friend and I will be living in our apartment we had together with the dogs. There was still an issue though because I was working nights at the time. I am a nurse and at the time I was working private duty case with a 3 year old little girl over night. My ex still had the key to my apartment because he would come by when I was at work and walk the dogs.
But then he began doing strange things. After we broke up and he moved out, I would get out of the shower and he would be sitting on the couch watching tv… just let himself in because he still had his key to the apartment. Other times he would come up behind me after just letting himself into my apartment and hold my arms behind my back and whisper “you’re mine” in my ear. Then finally one day I was sleeping, and I woke up with him on top of me, pressing his semi-hard dick into my leg…. I made him give me his key, told him to leave. That was the last time I saw him. I called my mother that night and told her I did not feel safe. She took a flight down and helped me pack up my entire apartment into my little Toyota Corolla in a day and a half, and then we were moving back up to New York with my two dogs. I slept with a knife on my nightstand until my mother got there.
Today is actually a very special day. As I was writing this article, Sam told me to look at what comes up on my memories on Facebook. Three years ago today, 2/28/2017, I arrived back in New York after that entire ordeal.
When Sam Came Back To Me
When Sam first came back to me I was at work and was sitting at my desk charting. I was working at a nursing home at the time. I looked over my right shoulder and I saw Michael’s energy behind me. I was confused, because I didn’t understand why at work of all places, Michael would pop up and check in. His energy manifest around me but never at work. I sat and thought for a moment and then went right back to work.
That night, I had a dream. It was a continuation of that moment, when I looked over my right shoulder. In the dream, I looked over my shoulder and my chair that I was sitting in was pulled into this employee break room by this invisible force, almost like a magnet. In waking life there was no staircase in the break room but in the dream there was. I looked up and there were two angels on his left and right side, floating Sam down to me. They placed him directly in front of me, his skin had this gold shimmer to it. He appeared as a Native American in dress, and had long hair as well.
After that first initial encounter, we began doing work together very quickly. Sam and I used to do energy work together on the children I used to take care of as a pediatric nurse. When he came back to me I was a geriatric nurse so, we still would do our work energetically for my patients, but we would also assist them in transitioning to spirit energetically when their time has come.
Our Work – 2020 And Beyond
Sam has guided me through all of this, being on the other side of healing and being in a place of oneness with him, to start to help those who are trying to overcome what we already have. I have been assisting people to connect with their own twin souls, with the help of Sam connecting their twin souls in spirit to me, to help activate that connection.
I have started my own spiritual consulting blog and website, I have three YouTube channels where I do weekly energy reading videos for people. I also do weekly Twin Soul topic videos in my video series, Tenacious Thursday’s. Sam wanted that title LOL… when you look up the definition of “tenacious”: persisting in existence; not easily dispelled. Sam said that day, when he guided me to use that word, that tenacious describes not just the topic of twin souls, and that we will be very TENACIOUS about getting the truth out there, but it also describes us as a soul as well 🙂 LOL
Sam and myself, as a whole soul pair, have used all of the things our soul has endured and we have become an instrument of transmutation, turning all of the negative experiences we had into a positive healing tool for you all. A positive healing tool that I wish I had back then when wading through all of the anger that I had back then.
My name is Parker and this here is my article on LGBTQ+ experiences and souls, as I am on the LGBTQ+ Spectrum myself I have some advice to share.
If you have sexuality considered homosexual and you are male, you more than likely have a feminine soul and the opposite is also true, if you are female and like other females you more than likely have a male soul.
Note: Of course all this is much more complicated in it’s depth and very individual. But this is a general compass, a direction to open your thinking.
If you are bisexual it’s a little more difficult, first you got to find out if you are male or female on a soul level, only you can figure this out. It doesn’t matter how you express your identity, you can be masculine but like dresses, dolls or heels.
You can be feminine but like sports, videogames, cars etc. You can decide to not care about your physical gender presentation and do whatever you like regardless of if they are considered girls or boys things, if you are Trans or Genderqueer the same principle goes you have a different gender soul to your physical body, an important piece of info, when god created your soul, they created you in two combined parts of the soul, called the twin flame.
There is both a masculine and a feminine polarity in each completed soul; the male soul has a more energetic feel kind of like how the sun gives of strong bursts of energy, the feminine soul takes on the masculine energy, like how the moon takes on the light from the sun.
See you guys soon, I’d like to thank Susan for letting me post this on her blog, I’d like to thank Michael for being an awesome guy and finally I’d like to thank god for making this all happen.