Hello Dear Readers 😉 This article is not part of the 3-article series I’m working on, but I suddenly felt all of this love energy around me coming from my grandfather right after I made a tribute post to him on my personal Facebook about 20 minutes ago. He is ALWAYS around, helping and guiding […]
This is a very happy Article, and it’s all about the INNER CHILD, we have been talking about for a while now.
As we are alive, and keep evolving and changing and growing, we can tune into our inner child more and more, sometimes more, sometimes less depending on what is happening in your life and challenges. The goal though, and the ultimate secret of youth and beauty that always shines when real from INSIDE FROM YOUR SOUL, as I am telling you, is the constant elevation and health of the INNER CHILD.
I just got back from a really needed and fun family vacation trip to Spain. As a child, I went with my family often to Spain and it is a core part of my childhood memories, watching Michael’s Moonwalker Movie and other Disney stuff like Ariel the little Mermaid on the little TV in the Van we used to drive with to Spain for long hours.
I feel very happy and sparkly and bubbly right now, and this is also thanks to someone really special I have in my life, a very dear close soulmate that inspired me to be happy and enjoy my life, to be “part of this World”. I am very thankful for all the beautiful people and souls that God made, and finding my peace with this Planet and life form.
When I was a child, my Mother would go especially to this special VHS Rental store, and get us the Ariel the little Mermaid Cartoon Movie in original English. Watch my Beach Video Message for more on this Childhood memory:
So, after all that happened in my life, I am feeling the resurrection vibes. In ancient Egypt, it was believed that all life came out of the deep waters, and there are secret magical spiritual teachings that came from ME PERSONALLY AND MY SOUL, regarding the “holy/sacred blue lotus rising”, and I know what it means and will teach it soon again, in modern time, in our “TWIN EYE Mystery Schools”.
Music and singing was a big part of how Osiris was resurrected in ancient facts, you can sing “with your soul” and use voice, sound and music to manifest magic spells and change even the whole World. It is all about sound and vibration finally, and you are an instrument of Nature/Magic.
Here is for fun a little experiment I did in the water, with waves washing all over my camera tripod and I had to do it quick. In a pink bikini *smile*, singing “Part of your World” a bit, just like the Original Ariel leaning on a cliff overviewing the Beach from the Ocean Water.
I am working on my new Album, a very commercial and cool Production with a very diverse and interesting Team involved. Very excited to present to you all this Music stuff soon, and also the STYLE PROJECT we are working on- expect Fashion and Style stuff that you will just feel brand new with, and more yourselves. It will bring the best out of the FEMININE.
And yes, if you want to really focus on your natural Beauty and Energy, dare to show yourself without Make up completely!
I am glad I do not have any Vitiligo and can lay in the sun and tan, even though I got a little sunburn from falling asleep at the Beach. It was so much fun, water and fire are my personal elements and I feel at home at the Beach and in the Ocean waters.
I have been an exceptional swimmer since my Childhood and won many Swimming competitions, still having all those medals and awards from these times. This was also due to my Ariel fixation and identification with that Disney figure, and I even did a professional course for “rescue swimming” , meaning how you rescue someone out of the water and perform in water, or on coast, mouth to mouth, or through the nose, resuscitation. I have a permit for it, lol.
All this makes me a very real embodied similar Personality to Ariel, as I always felt, and it is really just like Michael Jackson felt he is the real Peter Pan in his Soul and real Life and how he is and feels.
I AM Ariel, the little Mermaid, and my life story fits into it in spooky ways. Walt Disney was a far greater creative and spiritual Mind obviously than people realise.
This is also why so many children and people can identify with these Stories, its simply carrying true inner child vibes and resonance. I love Disney Movies and intend to make wonderful Cartoon Movies for Kids myself, as a Film Director/Cinematographer.
This is me, simply me, tanned nicely, enjoying my evening about to eat after a nice long day at the beach, and totally tuned into my Ariel Mermaid vibes. Under the Waves…immerses a whole new World…to become part of your World…
I am telling you, the inner child is the key to long lasting youth and beauty, and no cremes and lotions and plastic surgery. It is all about your internal condition and your personal energy and how it affects your body, and the more childlike soul vibes you emanate, the more it affects positively your outer appearance and looks too.
I don’t mind showing my true self, and always did. I am one of the most honest and open speakers, writers and artists out there on this Planet, and people know what fact about me. I carry my heart on my tongue.
I love the sun and beach and the ocean, it makes me feel at home, like in Egypt. In Egypt we have beautiful beaches, and underwater worlds. I once dived in Hurghada/Egypt, and it was one of the most impressive experiences I ever had. I saw fishes, and rocks underwater, it was like the real Ariel the little Mermaid World, under the Sea, in all it’s beauty. My mother was worried about me, as I had no education and no course before, nothing, and just went in with one of the teachers from the school of my Dad’s friend there, he owns a Diving School.
I will never forget this experience, and I am feeling totally my inner child come alive and my heart healing, and it feels so, so good.
Working on Fashion, an idea and vision I always had as a child too, is a very reviving and wonderful thing, and while doing it I focus on loving myself the way I am, physically.
I am working on my looks and doing a lot of sports, not just for the looks of course, but mainly to feel balanced, fit and strengthen my body and heart muscles and all that.
A few months ago, to just say a bit not too much personal stuff, someone found me that is very special to me and he helped me to feel happy again about being on this Planet, and knowing him. He is a very, very special soul and I love him with all my heart. I want to say here, anonymously to him, that I am happy he is in my life and there for me. He is my Hero and my Beloved.
This weekend I dived even deeper into my happy mind and went to a Birthday BBQ dinner of a friend, had a lot of fun, and then the next Day, yesterday, I had a wonderful and intense outdoor training with my sister visiting from abroad, like in the old Days, doing Martial Arts together.
We always have been into that and I started doing Karate by the age of 9.
So, she had recently visited a real Shaolin Training for a few weeks, in China, and really enjoyed it. I want to do this soon too. She showed me some stuff she learned from her Sensei/Teacher there, and it’s also very good for your legs and butt muscles to do these kicks daily I am telling you.
Check this out, still got some of the years of training strength left in me, and now I am picking it up again and feeling great!
Getting in shape for very cool projects, to share my joy with all of you, and bring happiness to the World. This is me, purely me in private preparing for really entertaining your souls!
I always been a very strong fighter, in real life, not physically I never hit anyone, despite a few situations in which I was physically threatened as a child and teenager by other Girls, out of envy and jealousy. I got a special mind and energy, and I know I am too strong for a direct physical fight with others Girls. But with Guys, I would enter a competition match and fight, no problem.
Sports is super important for your spiritual health and balance as well. I personally tend to have too much energy, and it doesn’t come out well if I don’t have a physical outlet to balance my extreme personal energy out. It has always been that way, so since I am physically working out and doing sports intensely again, I feel so alive and so much more balanced and happy, I can only say again and again to all of you: TAKE CARE of your physical body and health, if you really want to be spiritually mastering yourself and healthy and balanced. Love yourself, whole heartedly and fully.
And my dear Girls and Ladies out there reading this, sisters, this is the way to go if you want to feel good about yourself, your body and own your energy and vibe! Be confident and work on yourself, until you feel you are looking the way you feel inside!
Do what your body tells you to, if you don’t like too much sports and are more chubby, that is sexy as well, if you are very sporty and have a firm body, that is sexy as well. As long as you ARE BEING YOU and honestly vibrating from your heart, your personal energy, you are in the right place and on the right life track.
I cannot stress and tell clearly enough, how important Sports is for me personally. I need it, just like I need physical movement daily and really to move and LET OUT and let FLOW my personal, intense energy.
Sports is not just for your physical body, that body is your vessel for YOUR SOUL right now, and so when you keep it healthy and strong, your soul too feels better in it! Nobody even closely estimates my real age correctly, Kids and Adults “see me as much younger” than my actual age numbers…
There is a lot of good stuff we will present you soon, also from other Artists who are incredible and unique in their multiple talents!
This World has so much beauty to give, let us all relax and focus on happiness!
I am also happy to say, that I have found my peace with the United States of America, due to my special Someone I have in my life, and for him, I will go back there and peacefully put my hand into American very cool Entertainment Productions and work with American Partners that are wonderful souls and focused on creating Magic as well.
Here is a link to my current Music Producer, which I value very much as a Friend and Producer- he really believes in me and is a good soul spreading happy vibes on this Planet, Mr Bill Hamel from FATUM:
I have to say, the circumstances through which these new Partners came around were funny and all over the place, but God knows what he is doing and I feel very happy that I am getting respect for my talent and work from America now, and seeing that there is much Good left within the United States, ready to unfold it’s Beauty and heal everyone through Love and Music.
Can’t wait to reveal more of this Project to you all, stay tuned!
Wishing you all a wonderful and successful, happy Week.
I have not blogged anything at all for a few months now. I needed some time for myself and my privacy, with many wonderful, challenging and also strange things happening.
But at least, I can’t ever say my life is boring! I guess that can be a good thing.
I am really enjoying myself this spring and now summer, it has been a very interesting time lately, especially in private matters.
That is of course something I value, my privacy, and do not talk about much or blog. But you can feel the vibes, and I will tell you more on deeper reflections on soulmates, the inner child coming alive and all that in the next and final article for today, the third one following this one.
See, many people, dear readers, have picked up on the whole “Twin Flame /Twin Soul Topic” and spread TOTALLY INCORRECT FALSE information, which got into the heads of many people online.
Everyone is fixed, sadly, on this romantic aspect, and I keep saying, its not about that, its about THE SELF and evolution and that A (TWIN) SOUL is seen as two separate, different “beings” is an illusion!
When I was a child, Michael was one with me, part of my soul already. We were created that way. You can see it in his very public Appearance Changes exactly after my Birth and parallel to my life and looks. Even my childhood vibes echoed inside his heart, when he was an adult, and he felt his inner child healing and coming to life a second time, like he IS AND FEELS like a child for real, because I was a child and our soul is one.
So, I see Michael and this as one thing, and my relationships with anyone else but MY SELF AND SOUL, as something completely different.
I had relationships and great, deep connections with soulmates, from which I learned a lot and evolved, in fact, into being even ready to understand myself that deeply and Michael and our shared soul.
Here comes the problem, and it is a very real one if you are in such a heightened spiritual awareness and vibration. People here think in “human ways”, and it’s all about ego for most people.
Women come at me all angry and aggressive, being “jealous of my relationship with myself and my own soul”, seeing the illusion and ego only, as in “oh she got Michael and we want him” like he is some item to own, or simply some “lover”. But this is totally wrong thinking actually.
Men now too, see that I have feminine and masculine vibes, balanced and a very clear communication and sight on spirit. And since Michael is another part of ME, and I am another part of HIM, simply speaking, there is no competition or such thing in reality.
And like Michael, when PHYSICALLY INCARNATED INTO A SEPARATE BODY, could have relationships with others, and especially dear close soulmates, and marry, and have a family, have CHILDREN, I can have that too.
Michael is not incarnated on this Planet anymore and when the merging is completed, you can move like your Twin Part is in spirit and all spiritual energies are balanced and guided and merged. One of the hardest things, most confusing and challenging, as you see, is when both incarnate at the same time and have to understand this spiritual truth, within a contradictory dualistic life form.
Michael “felt” like another being in my uneducated head, when I was younger, and when I thought we just have some “unique very strong spiritual connection”. Things would “mirror” on me, from him and his life, even physical accidents and issues, like phantom pains in precise same areas of my body and such. It wasn’t funny, and my life in general was somehow very much one big struggle back then, being connected to Michael’s pain and stress the whole time.
And who would understand him? And who would even begin then to understand me too?
Nobody, I felt.
It seems, when you open up this “Pandora’s Box” and bring people back to awareness on their own self’s INNER DETAILS, about the whole Twin Soul truth and more, what we are, what we can do finally, what we can become through the light and love, people lose their minds and get confused, or they get fascinated and interested in learning more about themselves.
This is all about, not the ego in human ways, but your full own self, spiritually, your energy, your aspects, your WHOLE being, not just a part you focus on in human terms. We are more deep beings created by God, than most people realise while incarnated in this limiting life form.
When we speak of a “relationship”, then we mean a relation to another, another separate, different being. Someone that has different thoughts, views, energies, but that we can relate to. Right? Think about it in a deeper way.
So, we do not really have a “relationship” with the different aspects within us, we are just that, as a whole. But we can have very deep and meaningful, and also lasting relationships with other souls, and share different energies, learn, love and be loved, grow, enjoy, experience, see, feel, change, heal and all that.
These are the good type soulmate relationships. They are very, very rare as well.
If you think, especially after having become aware and met your Twin Soul Counterpart and realised all those things about yourself, that you can not have a deep, intense, spiritually connected, higher vibrating connection including telepathy and heart communication and feeling each other and all that with someone else, a POSITIVE, GOOD SOULMATE, then you are thinking again not in the correct direction!
Everything in you, can exist outside as well and resonate and vibrate similar.
I was surprised by that experience myself, to be honest.
The more you get in balance with yourself, which always including the twin soul awareness and consciousness of course, you can manifest the craziest miracles in your life, trust me.
All I want to say is, be yourself, LIVE, and understand that ego is not what we are or supposed to focus on, but the very vibration of life, light and love, at all times. This is the final lesson here. To keep going and evolve your mind to a degree, where only love and light exist, and the now moment, and nothing else.
A very close soulmate, you spent many lifetimes with before, and that resonates perfectly with your full, evolved “Twin Soul Self” is the best thing ever to experience!
Nothing negative, nothing of a lower vibration, nothing of the earthly ways we got used to in recent times, but the mind being a fertile garden for what is to come and getting ready – because the future on this Planet is supposed and planned to look very different than what it is now.
Only love will survive, and no fear and no evil will have power in the future on this Planet. I can’t wait for this day, but until then, we are evolving and learning and there are many people who live, but don’t really live as in “feeling alive” and it has a lot to do with the INNER CHILD.
This is one of the most important wisdoms and messages Michael Jackson ever carried, and he was attacked for it so badly with the false accusations and defamation witch hunt on him, that he felt his voice was taken away and he could not tell and teach as much as he would have liked to about the INNER CHILD, so I am completing this, for him and for myself and all of us and all of you.
More on this in the next article, sending you all a big hug of light!