I feel so, so happy right now, still feeling the vibes of last night´s very unique Dream experience.
I am right now in this healing process, intense healing focus, with Michael, regarding the negative and traumatic type stuff in our soul´s memory, from Earth experiences in duality, such as the false accusations against him and all the energy and memory of it.
It has been so difficult, after beginning to face it to resolve it once and for all, in April fully, I have spent now 4 months at the limit, emotionally, psychologically, had anger attacks regarding people like nasty devilish Murray fabricating wildly lies now, and tabloids attacking Michael for June and so forth.
I thought few moments in the last 4 months:”No, I cannot finish this Book, I won´t survive this energy of that memory” but I kept going. It was sometimes more, sometimes less intense.
I recently did a new Video plus Article, and went into more depths regarding DREAM EXPERIENCE OF TWIN FLAMES, information from my Childhood Dreams which I have published in my 2012 Book previously and this Blog years ago already as well. But only a summarized part.
This specific point is also why I felt so harassed by these lies, and why I KNOW they are not just fabricating lies without purpose, but try to manipulate, plagiarize, twist, add to and aim at PARTICULAR INFORMATION to interfere.
It is called Twin Flame Interference.
Now, yesterday, Michael gave me a Dream Experience which I never had before and I woke up around 4 am totally happy and called my Partner, talked a bit, and shared.
So here comes the detail.
In my previous writings and publications, I had explained just recently more that part: How as a little Girl (physically) I would have recurring Dreams being in this white Bed with Michael Jackson, the whole time, and the sexual energy in it very strongly. I would realize:”Oh but I am too young yet physically to give THAT to Michael”- and I would wake up and feel unhappy about being still “just a child”. It was like another consciousness, a spiritual one beyond time and space AND AGE, where I would meet Michael in those Dreams, someplace else in an astral spiritual Dimension. (Like Out-of-Body Experiences!)
I was remembering it, the feeling, details, reflecting on this recently with Michael.
Yesterday, I went to sleep and suddenly I was back in my Childhood!
I am now an adult, physically, a Woman, but in my Dream Experience it was THE OPPOSITE OF MY CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCE, and I was the little Girl again I was, and my sister I saw and parents as well. Like I am back in the late 1980s.
Let me describe the Dream as best as possible for you, dear Readers:
“I was in the room we used to have the two Birds in and let them out of the cage to play with them. I looked at my body, besides me my sister as a little Girl, and me too back in the past being a little Girl still. There was this big BLACK BIRD, a Crow I guess, and it was my Bird. I was playing with it, and I opened the Windows wide as the fresh air kept flowing into the Room, standing at the Window holding it. My Mother said to me:”Don´t open the Window, the Bird will fly away!”- then I do not recall what happened in between. Suddenly, it seemed later in the Day, and Dinner was being prepared. I saw my Bird, the Black Crow, standing at the Window again and having returned. We talked- I could suddenly speak with the Bird now and understand his language and he understood my language. Then we all sat at the Dinner table and I said to my parents and sister about the Bird returning by itself:”See? The animals know they have a Home here with me on Earth”.- after that I woke up, having to catch up for a moment still feeling like I am little Me again.”
So, this is the Dream summary. I cannot describe how confusing and vivid this was, at waking up. I still felt this inner Child feeling for hours, and had suddenly the emotional state of a child.
As I spoke, to digest, share and discuss with my Partner all these details, I realized suddenly that THIS IS MICHAEL´S PERSPECTIVE!
For me it was new, to be physically adult, but feel INSIDE like a Child, I had the opposite mostly, I was a child and felt inside “older and wiser”- and Michael tuned in to my age feeling as an Adult like a little Boy.
It was never some “act”, it was spiritual and it was really how he felt.
Now, as we merge further our consciousness and memories and focus as a unit on HEALING VIBES deep down to the soul, I am just naturally merging with his experiences and memories more and more. It just happens, and then I have to stay aware, stop myself sometimes and consciously realize details and connect “dots”. That is what we do, and we enjoy it a lot, such good happy experiences and sharing.
Michael said after, when I was up these 3 hours:
“See, this is the good we also share. There is so much beautiful things too we share, and now you understand how I meant right? Lisa Marie I knew as a little Girl already, and later when we were both adults and ready for marriage I felt that she resonates with me because she reminded me of my inner Child, like with her, we were both innocent Children in love”. And I understood exactly what he meant. (Check out the Wedding Video from the Dominican Republic where you see a good example of how both Michael and Lisa were shy and giggly together getting married, very cute!)
I felt this purity in my heart, this happiness, carefree joy, I had physical energy and could not stop giggling and felt “jumpy”, in the middle of the night. It´s weekend, so it´s all cool.
I then went online, and checked Twitter to place this little Announcement and share the vibe freshly, and then go back to sleep. I drank lots of water, healthy, and then I saw something really funny and absolutely inspired by Michael from Spirit.
A few weeks back I had shared an article via Facebook and Twitter, from Raven Woods, a beautiful Soul loyal to Michael and helping and defending the truth. I never knew her nor spoke to her directly, I think, and on Twitter last night after this Dream as I am IN THIS VIBE live, I saw how she shared and someone retweeted something about “HC Strider” and the similarity to the evil Mayor in Michael´s Movie GHOSTS.
I could not believe it, how tuned in she is! I shared and retweeted and wrote her how good the move was, and shared the old links from the Thriller-Halloween Series about other folks expressed in the “Mayor Mix”. The Mayor is a deep message about several people, and she totally understands and is very awake spiritually.
After that, I was like I said on the phone with my Partner and talking and giggling and sharing, and he said at one point about the Black Crow in my Dream, the Bird, that it´s “a raven”. I stopped him and said:”Wait, what, Raven? Is this another name used for Crows right in English? Hey, how funny! I just talked with a person named Raven Woods and she writes Articles and defends Michael and is now sharing incredible fitting Ghosts Message additions via Twitter about the Mayor Character and HC Strider!”
Many ppl assume Ghost's The Mayor is based on Tom Sneddon. But check out the uncanny resemblance to HC Strider, the pic.twitter.com/xITNzim3xn
I want to note here also, that me and Michael send lots of Love & Light to our beautiful sister Raven, she is a true soul family and a unique light in our earthly community. Michael is proud of you, Raven and he says “he loves you very much and always will remember it”.
For the time until going back to sleep, which was about 3 hours I was up, as I had fallen asleep very early – I noticed something else while talking to Partner about this all. I noticed that, I had suddenly difficulty focusing on any adult conversation manners and felt “juvenile”. I then told Partner, about the whole situations where Michael would just “turn into a juvenile Boy” and people around, adults, would not understand it. In such childlike emotional, mental and spiritual states, you would be just giggling childish if someone tries to talk of something serious with you, like children do. I kept giggling and just explained quick and honest that I feel like I can´t talk too much right now more in depth conversation, I feel “like a child right now”.
I don´t know how to describe it really, one has to feel it and experience it. But it is rejuvenating and wonderful, and connects you to the feeling of “eternal life and happiness”. I feel so free in my heart and soul.
I feel totally “alive and fresh” in my heart, internally. Just before while grabbing some water from the kitchen, I checked the view and it´s nice sunny summer weather. On the other side of the hill I can see some farmer down there mowing some corn field, and I feel like going out and playing with other Kids in the Corn field and then eating water ice cream and laying under a Tree a bit and share stories.
So, Michael said last Night already, that after resting and sleeping well, the next Day meaning today, I should write for you all about this very special Dream Experience.
It marks the beginning of the healing, and the is the first sign after months of struggle in this “dark tunnel of memories and past energies” like the first ray of light showing as one keeps going and keeps healing.
Once this is healed, and my and Michael´s Twin Soul fully and wholly, it is going to bring so much good energy to humanity. I can feel it.
Today, for a shorter Article, we want to give some more rare insight into Michael´s mind and personal views, here specifically on Children and Innocence.
As Michael Jackson was in private, and often within his work and messages as well, a very spiritual Man, expect something deeper than you ever heard or read yet about Michael, and the topic Children.
I am THE GIRL, here to bring you the completed Message and what really matters needs to get back into Focus.
As we write and read around here on this Blog, Children are hungry, and abused, killed, sent with weapons to fight in wars, feel unloved and feel alone and pray for help. Can you feel that, their soul´s cry?
Because I can, and Michael can just the same.
The World is full of problems, and yes, the whole subject of sexual molestation of Children AND WOMEN (all ages) is a huge problem.
And if I might be open here, the MAIN SUCH PROBLEM IN THIS WORLD is for us, Girls and Women. That is what needs to be talked about. You too have a Mother.
We all are born via our MOTHERS ( WOMEN ).
It is the most important bridge to Heaven and back, to Earth. The most important bridge for Souls to come here, to the Planet. We give BIRTH TO THE SOUL INTO THE FLESH.
But, nobody talks much about that, when it comes to Michael Jackson especially.
Michael Jackson RESPECTED Women. He had unique views on Women, and most Men can learn from him, trust me.
How about all the problems in marriages and relationships between Lovers? The whole things Women complain about, as “Men do not have emotions like us, Men do not listen, Men only want sex not talking” and all these types of things we all heard about on TV Shows, in Books and Online constantly?
Michael Jackson was exactly working on these qualities, all his life, in his mind, in his reflections, in his research and reading and listening and learning, from his Mother as well. He was influenced big time by his Mother, and with the contrast of how his Father behaved, and his Brothers (like the general clishee Men image, yes)- he was determined to be a different type of Man from a young age on.
So he stayed away from Girls, and especially never tried to take advantage of any female Fan, like other people which I won´t say now by Name. The truth is the truth.
They tried few times to “pull him into their life style”- but even just a kiss attempt without any love, trust, friendship and the things he sought, would turn him off and block him as in, totally shy and wants to get out of the situation, quick.
Besides that, he worried about the type of sabotaging Girls, that would try to push some Baby on a Man, especially a famous and rich Man, as a “meal ticket” type thing, or simply mess with him sexually to get to his money. He hated such types of Women. And “protection” can be manipulated as well, there have been plenty stories of Women in the World, doing this to other Men. Like making holes into it and then, oops, pregnant suddenly.
I am saying, Michael was very conscious about these things, and generally had a strong side in him you might call “control freak”. Especially with the whole public focus on him, and his private matters, he did not aim for some scandal and so rather became reclusive and lonely, seeking his vision in Women in a typical-Michael-determined-stubborn way.
So, he went out into the World, he saw from a too young age a lot by observation to learn from, and then when he was a Teenager and early Adulthood, he was actually trying to go out and party sometimes. Things he could not do after 1982 anymore. What he saw was so shocking to him, the way Men were, the way Women were treated, the way some Women were, and stories he heard, he decided “nope, I´d rather stay home” and so he build Neverland then to have his peace.
He didn´t like the type of things “the masses like and go with”. He was not into this whole “sexual culture of show business” at all. He preferred a calm evening, watching a film, discussing it, taking a late walk and watching the moon and doing funny things, like throwing water balloons at stiff people down some hotel or street and enjoy it like a little Kid.
He was a VIRGO, in his zodiac sign. Look it up. There you will see more confirmation on his natural drives in his soul – Virgos love the homely atmosphere, and are very analytical and think a lot, like reading a lot, knowledge, very, very mental. They are not about “some obsessive sexual focus on life” at all, and in fact often described as “prude” in astrological information. Virgos supposedly also like “being a good care taking of the family and proving” and spend a lot of time and calculating on this.
Hold on, I found some super funny link for you for further reading! I have to laugh, a lot is TOTALLY PRECISELY TRUE about Michael.
VIRGO MAN IN LOVE
When a Virgo man falls in love, he will ask himself if he is in love for real, all the time. As a mutable sign, he might claim love and discover that it wasn’t really the feeling of love, in just a couple of weeks. He can be very difficult to be with, for his emotions are as insecure as in any mutable zodiac sign, but with the element of Earth that his sign belongs to, he is somehow strict in his expectations. Even though he is quite loyal to his friends, when it comes to searching for the love of his life, he rarely lasts in a loving relationship, until he meets someone who can always give him the perfection he seeks, or until he gives up on that one perfect love.
VIRGO MAN SEXUALITY
Sexuality of every Virgo depends greatly on other personal traits, such as one’s ascendant and positions of different planets in the natal chart. In general, the sign of Virgo is everything but sexual and this man can be a truly uninspiring lover. His partner might have to force some creativity. The good thing is in the fact that each Virgo likes to serve, and in search for perfection, most men born in this sign will do their best to understand the anatomy of their partner and be able to truly satisfy them. Still, their insecurities are often disguised by simple boredom, and they can be quite critical toward their lovers. It is often not easy to be with a Virgo man if you don’t obsess about every hair on your body and every scent you might emit, all the time.
VIRGO MAN IN RELATIONSHIPS
Depending on what you are looking for, Virgo can be a very satisfying man to be with or a very annoying one. He is dedicated to his partner, but he is ruled by Mercury and this leads to a sort of double personality that cannot always be trusted. He can be quite superficial when it comes to emotional closeness and intimacy, but he is intelligent enough not to let go of the partner he is in love with. He likes his routine and needs some healthy choices in his life, whether he is aware of this or not, and it can make him demanding in a relationship. He does live dependent on traditional values, and he would really like if someone would take care of him while he takes care of the world.
UNDERSTANDING VIRGO MEN
This is a man that has one mission in life – to fix something. Until he does, it will not be easy for him to relax, smile, dance and be as happy as you might want him to be. He is serious because he has some serious details to commit to, and unless he finds a way to make constructive use of his mind at his work, he might drive you mad analyzing your every word. Let him have those already used things and fix everything around the house. His hands need to be put to good use or he will tell you all about the bad use of yours. Virgo is a sign meant to fix all that was broken and while you get annoyed by him, think if you were maybe chosen to be fixed yourself.
I have to say here though, that the modern astrology is NOT COMPLETE, and so it´s just an interesting input always, but do not underestimate the true soul personality, which has nothing to do “with constellations during your physical birth/incarnation process”. Michael had many qualities associated with my sign, and I have many non-typical qualities for me associated with his sign as well. The more we merge our whole consciousness field, I actually read both signs for fun when checking any horoscopes or so.
In spirit, same and same attract, but in the physical earthly reality, often opposites attract, which is also why Michael was born male, and I was born female, both 100% heterosexual driven by inner soul nature at all times. You can´t “teach or change or re-wire a person´s sexual nature and orientation”.
Despite that Michael could behave and appear “feminine”, it was only him feeling and channeling his connection to ME, just like I can also behave and appear “masculine”, I am just feeling and channeling my connection with HIM.
We are intertwined, one and the same Soul, and were incarnated in two Bodies, male and female, for a reason.
Having grown up as a Child WORKING since Childhood, Michael had his personal challenge with these situations. He began thinking, too serious, from a young age on, and reflecting on his feelings and childhood needs.
He spent mostly his youth, his teenage years, isolating himself, working and working only, and reading a lot and thinking. Thinking became a “mind hobby”. He did not think about things superficially, but rather very deeply, and he enjoyed analyzing them and trying to understand everything, from every angle. Michael developed over the years a very evolved and complex thinking.
He had ONE VISION, ONE GOAL:
To achieve his vision, his vision to bring joy and be the best in his artistic work, and with all that and his money and voice, to heal the World. Meaning, he wanted to bring the Magic he felt when making Music, this happiness, the insights and visions, the spiritual wisdom, the divine love felt in his heart, to EVERYONE ELSE.
He then became an adult, but still felt “stuck in the past, still feeling childhood type needs to play carefree and drop responsibilites for contracts and bills”. He felt desperate more and more, and it kicked in big time in 1982.
From 1982 on, Michael started being seen hanging out a lot with children, young friends that made him feel like he is a child again.
Michael felt two feelings in his heart, so he kept “going back to just being a kid himself” and in that analyzing focus on his past and childhood, he began seeing a whole other dimension of what it means to be “a child”.
After breaking free, in his heart and soul, from the old golden cage, and re-living his childhood feelings, connected this whole time to me, he began to change and perceived intensified dreams and had new ideas and visions.
Being a child did not only mean young in physical age and no work responsibilities and just playing all day and eating candies.
Being a child, the feeling of that, the innocent pure feeling, reminding of God´s purity and carefree environment around Children, is what inspired Michael for his work even more than ever before.
How do children feel?
We wish to see all our dreams fulfilled, innocently, believing that it is our natural right. We believe in dreams, in fantasy, in that all things are possible. We are respectful to adults, we don´t lie about liking someone, if we dislike someone we run away or throw something at them like a toy and tell them we do not like them, straight out.
We approach life with an untouched faith, untouched power of hope, and expect the best. We dream and envision our future, always dreaming big not small.
We love, innocently, from heart to heart. Children too, form sometimes little cute couples, without anything sensual of course, but true care and feelings only from the heart. Just this innocent, not expecting more than holding hands feeling, and the capability of Children to still feel happy like adults often cannot even “feel” anymore to that degree.
Children laugh and clap, they jump and dance when happy.
Many adults contain it, smile half way and repress the inner urge to jump or scream out of happiness, this stiffness that kicks in at some point taught by society.
So you see, if you learn from listening to Children, like Michael did, you can learn about life and remember your own innocent, fresh childhood dreams and all this “hope in the heart”.
An ancient Egyptian saying goes like this:
“You are only wise, if you learn from the educated as well as the un-educated”
Michael took back his Childhood. He did not just sit there and let society tell him “oh you are not a little Boy anymore, you can´t play silly games and laugh, you have to be always serious and never show emotions and work, work, work”- no!
Michael had a very strong, stubborn will. Unlike anyone else I ever known. His will is even still now so strong, you would not believe it. He is the one that moved me, FROM SPIRIT, to go forward in 2010, and he moved me to write all these Articles on this Blog, and I type so quick as he moves his energy through my head, body and hands/fingers, I do not even think – he dictates and helps me to word things well and correct in English.
Here comes the spiritual truth behind all this, which I too just like him ONLY UNDERSTOOD AFTER the passed, and ascended into Spirit seeing his Soul, clear and full and explained by God in all ways.
The Childhood Innocence we all have when freshly born onto this World and just little Kids yet, is a PART OF THE HUMAN SOUL. It has nothing to do with a superficial earthly situation only.
It makes no sense to ban adults from enjoying simple games and “behaving juvenile”, like, all the time. We have to be free, and move in motion of our inner evolution, and feelings. If someone did not enjoy a good childhood, or had to work like Michael also, you can MAKE IT UP.
You can TAKE YOUR INNER CHILD, YOU AS A CHILD, BACK. You are you.
You can feel like this carefree, fresh, childlike and innocent feeling toward life, ANY TIME AT ANY AGE.
You will benefit from that inner youth source re-activation. You will appear younger and fresh to others, you will have more energy, sleep better and be more creative. You will have way more fantasy and a happy quality to your inner life as well.
As a Woman especially, you will attract Guys much more and keep your Man happy, when you emanate your youthful energy in your Aura- it is NOT about physical age, believe me, dear Women out there!
There are plenty of Women that like a boyish charme in a Man, and plenty of Men that like a girlish charme in a Woman. We all were once children, and I still remember vividly my first crush I had on some boy in Kindergarden.
I cannot image that it is the same for the majority of people out there when it comes to an “old, grinchy and broken/blocked charme”. Nobody likes when a partner closes up their hearts, cannot smile or laugh anymore, and acts pessimistic and “super ageing emotionally”. Like bitter, the way some elderly get over time.
My Grandmother, I remember very vividly how she was completely uniquely different. Until oldest age, she kept her inner Child alive, and could be silly, childish, play, joke in funny Teenager style ways, be “totally cool”, and be happy and laugh and clap her hands on her legs like a child. She didn´t care she is almost 70, 80 or 90. She kept the little Girl in her Soul healthy and alive, because HER SOUL WAS WISE AND HEALTHY.
This is life power. This is a deep secret of youth, and spiritual health. This is about pure innocent lovely vibes, coming from our eternal soul to heal us from any challenges in life. Like a rejuvenation button, we can always charge ourselves and our body, mind and hearts with the eternal innocence energy. Children only emanate what we all are finally.
I have seen Michael, in Spirit, in other spaces as a little Boy, little Michael. He showed me without explaining, few times, how he can just turn into his little self anytime again, and take on the shape of little Michael, at will. God can make anything possible, and he did so for Michael.
But one thing does not exist in the spiritual realms, or our true soul´s consciousness really, and that is ageing and “death”. This is only a matter of earthly, temporary reasons.
Michael thought a lot about God, about eternity, and what happens when one ascends, and what the soul is all about. He tried to grasp and explain it, all his life, to himself. He went with his feelings, trying to discover more wisdoms, from the own Man in the Mirror. He listened to his own soul.
And like I said above, there are tons of Children that are hungry, and struggling in many different ways, and it is a duty to do something and help them, to think of solutions to problems and new ways to improve society and safety for society, so children can be themselves without any interferences, and their VOICE RESPECTED, even at young age.
If you can speak, you can share your mind and have a free will.
If you ask me, Michael could have easily been given SOME MORE FREE TIME TO PLAY, as a Child Star, and it would have not hurt anyone, but taught him balance between work and free time.
But here we are faced with the real issue now: What is being done to Children, and how Children are put to work, without any consideration for their evolution and psychological development at such a young age.
They took his childhood away, they stole it from him. That is how he felt about it. And when that Child moves on and psychologically takes back the missing parts of his life´s experience, he is lied about and misunderstood and falsely accused, until now.
THIS IS THE PROBLEM! Let´s face it.
There are forces that hurt you and me, they hurt Children, they hurt Humanity. They abuse and use children, make a lot of money (as in Michael´s case) and then, if a Man finds a solution to the INNER CONFLICT one has when not having a had a childhood or a very traumatic and bad one let´s say, the SOLUTION AND HIM GET ATTACKED, DISCREDITED AND FOUGHT WITH LIES.
As if these forces do not remember their own Childhood. As if they lost all their innocence, in their souls. As if only envy, racism and jealousy dominates their minds. As if children are not to be respected.
As if, Michael “deserves to be punished for trying to help children and advocate for children´s rights” based on his own experience and life story since Childhood age.
And as they distract with lies about INNOCENT Michael, more and more children are abused and mistreated and ignored and neglected. Michael was ONE OF THESE CHILDREN, and so he felt the personal interest to HELP and make efforts to support, protect and give understanding and an ear to listen to Children.
And what do you do now?
Are you going to let them insult your intelligence and treat you as dumb, and feed into their lies and sensationalism tabloid crap about Michael, or are you going to wake up and remember THE CHILDREN RIGHT NOW, out there in war zones, in shelters without parents, friend´s shared childhood stories and your own?
The Article today will be special, as an addition to the Video we posted yesterday, continuing the Michael Jackson Metamorphosis Story Project, documenting live and updating you.
It is definitely one of those articles that are difficult, as in not knowing how to word things and not wanting any misunderstandings. But then again, the truth exposes the full picture, and these are absolutely honest spiritual facts insights that prove to you that Michael Jackson was and is innocent, and heterosexual.
What was different with Michael Jackson was not anything of the sort that people made up and fabricated, it was spiritual and it´s all about TWIN SOULS/ TWIN FLAMES. That´s all.
And as simple as it sounds, to fully understand it you might want to try and take in my perspective, and a general overview, from a spiritual view point.
From the age of 5/6 up to my puberty start sometime, when I was 10-12, I kept having those recurring dreams, always repeating the same place and scene and being inside the dream fully aware that I was dreaming. It was not physical reality, but another place, a spiritual meeting place.
In this place, I was always kneeling on the right side of a white Bed, in the lower legs part, and Michael was on the left part of this Bed laying under a thin white sheet covering his genitals, which I do not recall seeing vividly ever. I never saw anything directly sexual, but it was always this “super charged sexual energy” coming from him toward me, and he would stare at me and reach his hand out to me and I would wake up and feel “sad that I am not older yet”. Inside the Dream, I would be aware that I am dreaming, and in real awake life, I am too young for this all yet. This was in the late 80s especially, when I kept having those Dreams, over and over, for many years and always only with Michael Jackson.
It was like a telepathic-spiritual energy type of exchange and communication, through eye contact and touching hands, I do not recall many verbal expressions in those Dreams.
Back then I had no idea about the term “twin soul”, but I felt it, lived it, dreamed it, and knew Michael Jackson “is exactly like me somehow and a soul mate”.
I grew up very sheltered and did not have any other dreams with a sexual vibe during my childhood, at all. Only this one, and recurring. I had two other recurring Dreams, with other topics about future work and such.
When I tried now, to be honest for the first time online, looking up some links with articles and scientific-psychological type of explanations of children dreaming anything sexual like adults do, I could only mainly see on Google search blog and forum type discussion pages, all with a worried tone.
No examples of this, a positive childhood dream experience carrying sexual notes, having no root in real life “abuse” or such.
Here are some important educational and scientific-psychology links about Dreams, Sexual Dreams and how we evolve, whatever I could find:
Sex, dreams, and seduction: 6 ideas by psychologist Sigmund Freud that will blow your mind
On what would have been his 160th birth anniversary, we bring to you 6 Freudian concepts that range between relatable and downright weird.
Let us take a closer look at some general excerpt here:
(excerpted from the audio cassette That Dream Again!: The Meaning of Recurring Dreams)Recurring dreams can be extremely informative and important to decipher. Your subconscious mind has gone to a great deal of trouble to send the same “dream telegram” several times, and it will generally continue to do so until you recognize the insight being offered, or outgrow the issue being addressed. Often these dreams recur for a discrete period of time, such as during childhood, adolescence, college years, or during a specific relationship or period of employment. If you outgrow or move away from a certain lifestyle you may stop having the recurring dream, unless something in your current situation strikes a similar emotional chord from your past; then the dream may resurface, like an emotional “home movie” of certain feelings and moods.
Recurring dreams often come about for one of two reasons:
First, the dreamer has a recurring pattern in waking life that has not been consciously recognized. These dreams replay an objectively honest, though highly dramatized picture of some behavior or tendency that has an ongoing impact on current circumstances. A woman who chronically gave too much of herself dreamed repeatedly that she was a caterer, although she had never worked in the hospitality field. A man with an uncontrolled temper dreamed he carried a sword with which he beheaded anyone who crossed him. A woman who married into a rigid, old-fashioned family and tried to accommodate their restrictions had a series of dreams set in Nazi concentration camps. Like many recurring themes, these dreams reflected current conditions waking life, and illustrated the ways in which these people contributed to the very things that troubled them.
A second common connection with recurring dreams is a cyclical area of unresolved feelings or concern for the dreamer. People who have suffered abuse, trauma, injury or loss will frequently have recurring dreams about their painful experience which lessen in frequency and intensity over time. Any type of personal grief, loss, or anxiety can have a ripple effect that makes us feel vulnerable, and unable to adequately control the elements of life. When faced with any experience similar to the area of loss or threat from the past, we may dream again of the lover who left us at the alter, the teacher who ridiculed our speech, or the childhood friend we haven’t seen in years.
ORIGINAL SOURCE LINK: http://www.lifetreks.com/cgi-scripts/WebPages.asp?page=Recurring/Recurring
Let me post again some spiritual drawings I have made for an earlier Article to explain this connection of mind, body & soul. Take a good look before you continue:
All I can say here is that Science OBVIOUSLY is not there yet and has no idea or consideration, may it be regarding Dreams especially during Childhood when one is “not yet programmed by society” and spiritually clear sighted and intuitive. Science has no idea about TWIN SOULS, and how it works between Twin Souls, on a distance, in different ages, and when both halves of the same Soul meet in the flesh when the time is ripe, orchestrated by God.
I agree. Children cannot have Sex Dreams and do not know of “sexual energy or longing or feelings” at all, and if a Child perceives such Dreams with one particular person, during Childhood, then it is a clear TWIN FLAME SIGN.
So let me try and add the TWIN FLAME SPECIFIC Dreams Experiences here in a scientific explanation too:
In the spiritual, we do not age, we do not know old age or physical disability. But we are physical too, in the spiritual-astral-ethereal body. There are several types of Dreams I always knew from own experience:
Common psychological Dreams digesting real life events that took place before or the day or memories
Psychic Dreams foretelling future Events, which cannot be known prior and then really do take place
Astral Dreams – Out of Body Experiences: When the Soul leaves the Body resting and journeys onto spiritual dimensions meeting other Souls and communicating or seeing people in the physical clear and precise or the own Body from external view
Conscious Dreams: Dreams where you are inside the Dream time aware that you are dreaming and sleeping right now and can sometimes even steer Dream events at will (Lucid Dreaming)
Passive Dreams: Just watching something happen but you cannot control the event or situation or actions and it just “flows by itself” (Most common type People seem to have)
You may for now make up your own opinion about what type of Dream you think this was, as I obviously did not know Michael back then in person yet and was far away in Europe growing up still.
As I am writing this, and focusing since few months on writing out all my memories and digesting all the negative stuff and healing together with Michael, the liars are as loud as they were when he was actually here in the flesh.
They are obviously aiming at abusing and defaming MY Data here, which is already published since years, and therefore known copyrighted personal Data. It is a very private and personal thing me and Michael then spoke about in LA, when I was an adult and we met in person coincidently in Santa Monica.
We spoke already the second meeting about our Dreams and I gave written Insights in my previous 2012 Book and this Blog, about my recurring Childhood Dreams with Michael in this white Bed.
Anyone that dares to mock, defame or abuse my most personal childhood data I will report. Any twisting of this will be clear, as nobody ever said anything publicly about “Michael and little Girls” in ANY context. Only Michael HIMSELF did mention honest and open a personal Vision regarding Lisa Marie Presley, which he did meet when she was 7 and he was 17 and he knew in his soul, “someday they will be together” it was a spiritual soul mate type premonition and it is also connected to the fact that I, his Twin Soul, am 24 years younger than him, meaning, born 24 years later into this Planet.
This is a legal warning here to anyone making up twisted defamatory stories. Stop lying and twisting everything about Michael´s beautiful SPIRITUAL Truth. I am here and I do have legal rights, and my lawyers are watching you and your books.
But, dear Readers, for this more serious topic, I will write in time later an Article. Right now, me and Michael do keep focus on our original plans and projects going, and none of these lies can stop this truth.
Now, let us move into the topic and original spiritual information.
You will have to make a choice, do you have any belief in things larger this life and what the eye can see or not? Do you believe in God?
Can you imagine, what God can do, already planning in the past, for the present, to protect an innocent Man´s truth?
So, here you have two roads, two choices. You can either just look at things superficially, and whatever hear-say and claims certain people make. But this won´t bring you to the truth, because based on these things you factually do not know Michael Jackson and never met him, so you do not know him, to have any “opinion about his sexuality”- at all.
The other choice is, you decide to be open minded and look closer at this situation. There you can, from a distance, study, compare and see a logical, visible and soul-core-truth surfacing, of who Michael Jackson really was as a person, a being, in his mind and heart.
There you can get a glimpse of his true sexuality, and his true unique soul fully seen in it´s light.
If you look at all the facts, parallels and evidence we published here yet, and you believe in this claim of Twin Souls or give it a chance and take a look, you can only come to the conclusion that:
Michael Jackson was the whole time connected to a little Girl in a psychic-soul type way
Both had Dreams of the other, which he shared in private in 2007 in LA, but I knew his identity and he did not know “who this mystery girl in his dreams is”
Michael Jackson thought first it is Lisa Marie Presley, and therefore thought that she is the One he is supposed to be with IN THE FUTURE, when she was 7 and him 17
Parallel and precise you can see that after my Birth in 1982, his physical appearance began changing into my likeness (I never had plastic surgery in my face)
Michael was connected to me, also sexually in our Twin Soul Connection, and when I was a child, he felt his “inner little Boy come to life again” and hung out with young Boys
Because of this INTERNAL SAME SOUL CONNECTED TWO HALVES OF MASCULINE AND FEMININE COUNTERPARTS, and the clear signs, Michael never had any sexual interest in same-sex and gay stuff. Michael never had even thoughts about Boys/Men in that way.
Just like real Twin Soul Counterparts are pure Magic when both come to this life form in a same time line, the whole situation is surrounded by the Masses sensing the energies as well and reacting, intuitively and sub consciously driven. If unaware, spiritual forces of either good or bad can play with them and tilt their perception. So, Michael Jackson was attacked at the clearest core points that form the Twin Soul links- Appearance and Face, Sexuality, Gender Identity, Voice, Behaviour, Mental State and Emotional State. All the things they did, were clearly an attack on OUR TWIN FLAME SOUL and our connection on an innocent, magical and spiritual dimension back then.
Michael was attacked with false accusations few weeks/months after I got into puberty, at age 11.
I myself was always dissatisfied with the fact that I am much younger than Michael, to be precise 24 years. I felt older at a young age, and wanted to be with adults and would get upset when I would be talked down onto to or treated as if I “don´t understand something because I am a child”- but I did understand, many things!
Michael on the other hand, felt older as in too much work and experience in life at a young age, but then again, he felt younger and behaved like a child/teenager in adult age.
I remember, one of the first things he revealed to me after he passed, in 2010 summer that was, that:
I gave him his childhood back, a second chance
He IS my childhood in many ways
Our Twin Soul connecting sparks an inner light of an eternal existence, a spiritual existence and memory, and there is no age, and we can always be young and child-like, at will- it is a big Universal Secret about the legendary YOUTH FOUNTAIN
These are the true beautiful facts about Michael Jackson´s Mystery. I am here to make sure the truth is known, and survives the lies circus.
Here is a photo, from the rescued files after tons of hacking attacks on me. This is from LA, 2007, when I was 26 years old. This is the year I then met Michael there, in Santa Monica. Next to my Photo, you see an older Photo of Michael and Lisa in 1994, where she also was precisely 26 years old.
Here I am a bit younger, but had the red hair phase and only now, after years, I myself know these details. Michael had told me that “every woman he ever felt attracted to had something of me” and I had not seen what he means at first, back then. Now I see fully what he meant. If you want more on this detail, please read back in this Blog Library of Articles on this topic. I will share soon more.
As you can see, I did look kinda different before the Twin Flame Merging kicked in, for me. At my Birth it triggered Michael´s Metamorphosis, and after his Passing it triggered my Metamorphosis.
Before my Metamorphosis and active channeling of his Spirit began after 2009, I obviously now looking back myself see in these old photos a similarity and what Michael saw in me. It all makes sense.
As I am 24 years younger, we could not be together at the height of his young adult life and marriage age, and so you see, Twin Souls have also a big group of soul family, and many “soul mates”, and these come in as a “substitute for the Twin Soul, physically” but embody for the Twin Flame Counterpart (Michael) the experience in the physical, as a preparation for reuniting with the true Twin Flame.
I too had my own parallel experience with a Guy that authentically and naturally looked like Elvis Presley, and it was a very strange experience. Later on, when I got to know Michael in person, we were puzzled at how similar our ex-relationships with these two were, Lisa Marie and my “Elvis Twin”.
I always knew, as I had my insight and connection with Michael in the deepest ways, that his relationship with Lisa Marie was real, back then already long before we met and he shared details.
As Twin Souls are one and the same soul, shared in two bodies of male and female, once BOTH OF THIS TWIN SOUL incarnate in a same time line, everything is shared. Everything ESPECIALLY from the Male Counterpart reflects on the Female Counterpart.
So, when I was a little Girl, Michael felt “like a child too again” and it was an inner soul thing and real. He was not acting, and it was not some “abnormal focus on children stuff”- but natural and based on what was going on between our Soul Connection.
As I took out my toys to play, Michael felt like “taking out toys again and playing like a child”- attuned to my thoughts, feelings and circumstances.
Nothing and nobody could change this or “make Michael feel different or behave different”. Nobody understood it, not even his close family often. Nobody, including his ex-wife Lisa Marie Presley.
In fact, everyone was wondering why Michael would leave them from time to time to “be little Michael” and play with other kids.
This is also the ground for the lies which then were fabricated to use against him for false motives. People had no idea what his behaviour meant. People thought first, “Michael Jackson is a-sexual and a virgin” and literally saw that only in him, like they are seeing me in him.
They called him “a Girl” and “Homosexual” and all that based on these elements about him which they could not decipher.
So you see, all of this is personal. Very personal. It always has been, for me. Since 1993, when they began attacking his sexuality in public with these false allegations, absolutely and disgustingly false, I felt harassed from it as if they are aiming at me and was angrily defending Michael everywhere when the subject came up in conversations with other people or my own parents.
I was a totally shy person and always nice and gentle in my tone, I would not even say anything if someone said something rude or hurt my feelings, most of the time. Back then that is how I was. But when it came to THIS TOPIC, I would become someone else, and be ice cold and disregard and break friendships if anyone said this about Michael. I could turn from liking the person or even loving the person, to ice cold not caring about them any longer in a second, if they said this lie about Michael, into my face directly.
I felt personally harassed in such moments. I could only see their evil faces amused about bullying Michael, which they don´t know to judge his private matters, and get really disgusted and angry.
After all, I KNEW Michael, from the inside, in my Soul. I was born psychic, but this was different from the beginning, since I can remember. I could from time to time only sense other people´s thoughts, as in mind reading, when I was younger more unplanned, later on on purpose when doing readings, and around 2006 on a distance as well, from continent to continent as in family precise situations and me picking up clear thoughts and emotions (psychic empathy) from country to country and later confirming with family or friends.
With Michael, it was different, that is the whole point. From the start, he felt “like my own self somehow”, and I had the connection with HIM, always, as if “always there” if I pay attention to it or not or apply active or not. If I even forgot about it, it was still there, all my life.
I was silent about it, most of my life.
So, I knew and felt that Michael was innocent and being falsely aimed at. It felt so personal, as I was bullied in school parallel. I was bullied over my puberty, even sexuality as well, in that time parallel, and I was even called tomboy and lesbian by many, including my own Mother asking me once if I am into Women.
I was shocked.
Trust me, over my Childhood, but especially Youth then, so AFTER the serious libel and slander type false child molestation accusations launched against Michael, my whole youth, my whole life was affected by these lies. You have no idea and never will see the full scope of how this felt for me, for my Soul.
I didn´t even pay attention that much TO the lie itself, but I mean I was obviously in a very increased way also aimed at, attacked, defamed at school, threatened with physical violence and a whole drama circus of jealousy by other Girls, mainly Girls. The energy, the focus was clearly on my Femininity and my Sexual Energy generally speaking, as they would talk also about “my breasts size in jealous tones” gossiping behind my back as I would catch them and hear them with my own ears. I shared this specific story here before and in my Book.
It was a very intense and OBSESSIVE focus by these Girls on “trying everything to make Boys dislike me” including making up totally false lies. And parallel, I saw reports and ongoing tabloid crap AND common people around me, bashing Michael and bullying his looks, his sexuality, his relationship with Lisa Marie and making super evil and serious, heavy accusations of child molestation against him, when he would never even think of doing such a thing.
You can know someone in person, like I did, and you and many people can say “oh I think this and that of him”, or you can decide to “believe him as in his verbal claims or not”, but you cannot KNOW the truth except if you are him, or one of the false accusers, or someone like me in an exceptional TWIN SOUL connection to him, Michael.
I know from HIS INSIDE that he is innocent, and always did.
Please review the following previous Article again for more Insight into WHY Michael was attacked this way, when innocent.
Okay, now, we get into the conclusion part of this Article for today, as I really have to focus on the healing writing process here, in private.
I am also already having clear technical issues with the Blog again, typical signs of interference and I haven´t even published this yet.
When I was in puberty, Michael was suddenly married to Lisa Marie Presley, and I did feel, let me say it like that, that their “sexual relationship was real”. As I said, anything that he did or that happened to him, I felt in my soul and always had clear psychic perception, generally. So, when it comes to my own Twin Soul, you can rest assured that I did have telepathic, auric and emotional insight into Michael´s INNER FEELINGS for Lisa Marie, long before I met him in person.
I was happy for him, that he has her. I really felt like it hurt him that this did not work out over a long time, a long marriage. I didn´t know why, back then. I thought he seemed so happy when with her.
Only later on he shared details in person, and now from Spirit, always explaining and sharing details for understanding. Many details I can never publish, because it is private between him and Lisa and I respect his trust in me about these details.
But their relationship was super real, and normal as much as possible in this situation with ongoing attacks. They had a good time, despite everything, and the reason why things were complicated then is really external interference. Michael really loved Lisa Marie Presley, and I am happy she seems to have understood that by now.
Of course, people make mistakes. Nobody is perfect, WITHIN DUALITY, here on Earth. There are things we would with a human mind consider “perfect”, but in another dimension of existence, not here.S
Lisa once said, in an interview after he passed in 2011 I believe (seen it ONCE precisely and never again) – she said something about:
The similarity between Elvis Presley´s situation and passing and how, and Michael´s, is strange to her and she feels like “The Universe is trying to send her a Message”
That Michael is the ONLY Person BESIDES ELVIS, which she felt this “special energy signature around” (meaning Aura)
That she always felt like, her and him “cannot fully unite, like there is something always between them” (Sorry, Twin Flame Connection!)
I had the precise identical situation with my Elvis-lookalike. I was shocked when Michael shared details in 2007/2008 around that time I had also in 2005, just like him, cut contact with my Ex, and my Ex behaved IDENTICAL to Lisa Marie Presley on the Phone, when she was totally ice cold to Michael after the Trial Verdict.
This was a very important and private shared experience which brought me and Michael immediately closer as in “seeing the unique understanding and parallels between our lives”.
Just as I am finishing this Article, which took me few Days as I am going through things emotionally and spiritually too, I have gotten into a nice spiritual conversation on Twitter.
I just posted the Photos prepared for this Article, to educate about the one true Twin Soul Counterpart, the Connection, and all other relationships and friendships happening in between with “other Souls”, like Michael had with Lisa. (See Images posted above in this Article!)
It can be very difficult, especially for the Twin Soul to handle another Soul “reminding of the Twin Soul but in practical terms not understanding you suddenly and being different”.
This was a big challenge for Michael, you can see how many people even now keep coming after us, because they seek to feed off OUR TWIN SOUL ENERGY. Aware and on purpose, or unaware and just led by inner gut feeling, these types of people never learned to live off and use their OWN SOUL´S LIGHT.
So they stalk other´s, like me and Michael, focusing on others, hacking others, spying, interfering, impersonating, lying, twisting, manipulating, just sitting there obviously a lot, in obsessive ways always aiming just for me and Michael. Not thinking about their own life, relationships, work, visions and dreams.
This too has SPIRITUAL REASONS, especially now, don´t be fooled, they KNOW specific details by now after we went public with all this. This information is out since YEARS, and it bothers some folks that were also equally bothered by Michael and still are raging with jealousy.
Can you imagine how difficult it is, to maintain a good relationship, marriage, sex life regularly, good sleep, good talks and fun free time activities, if such ongoing stalking and attacks disturb your peace?
I am telling you how Michael saw it. He felt like, by outside violent force, his dear connection and relationship with Lisa Marie Presley is being attacked. She was humiliated by tabloid lies, and mocked, the whole time.
Nobody said:”Hey, congratulations! Hope you two stay happy together for a long time and have many babies!”
Nobody said that to Michael and Lisa! Do you find this normal?
I have no idea why the Videos in THIS ARTICLE, won´t show like with the visual and play button embedded, but like I said, they try many tech methods to censor truth and instead fill everyones sight with lies and tabloid crap.
PLEASE CLICK OR COPY THE FOLLOWING LINK TO WATCH MICHAEL JACKSON MARRY LISA MARIE PRESLEY
As you can see in this private Video from the Wedding ceremony, in secret, they did, in the Dominican Republic with someone translating too (funny), Michael was acting shy and funny, and Lisa too. He could not believe they are really doing this, and that he finally “got Lisa Marie”- he was very happy about it.
Due to how Michael lived, with all this fame, even while growing up, he liked the idea of marrying just private and with focus on him and her only, not a big wedding feast. That would not be fun to Michael, or private. He didn´t like displaying publicly his private feelings, that is how he handled things.
This is how all Men handled things back in the day, old school style. Michael was a real old fashioned Gentleman, that is the honest truth.
And I love and appreciate that side of him, a lot.
IMPORTANT PREVIOUS ARTICLES TO CHECK OUT FOR FURTHER READING:
After the previous Links we posted, you might begin to see the big picture, fully and clearly, and see therefore like through my eyes, that Michael was and is innocent, and who he is really.
Michael had much more to teach, tell and share with the World. He was a very smart Man, and the lies are distracting merely from this message. He wanted to do much much more for children, and that doesn´t only mean children as in physical age, but as explained, the inner child in all of us, this inner youth core in us.
This is why he loved Walt Disney, because it bridged the age differences of generations and young and old would watch Disney Movies and feel “their inner innocence rise again” and laugh and be happy or cry happy tears. Fathers could watch with their Children such movies, just like a Mother can watch Cinderella with her daughters and bond in this feminine feeling between generations.
You see how I mean?
I recommend further reading and looking into these great research information by Carl Gustav Jung, a famous Swiss Scientist and Dream Researcher/Psychologist.
Here is a fitting Interview part about the “seemingly eternal element in us which seems naturally understood so”.
And if it is made so difficult for Michael to teach these spiritual truths, then I am here now to complete this mission and I am a Woman and that is easier, I guess, when it comes to that.
I got the motherly heart, and I will carry this torch forward for Michael.
Yesterday, again, something funny and sweet happened. I went to buy some veggies and salad in the local grocery store nearby and took the bus quickly. On the way back, I had two bags, one hand bag full and one grocery bag, I sat in an almost empty bus, many free seats. But this little Girl just suddenly came at me, even though the seat right on the other side was free, and many others, and insisted on sitting next to me, at the Window, and snuck around my feet to the seat, as I held up the bags. She was like 2 years or 3 years old maximum, and me and her Mother kept smiling at each other giggling about it.
This is the innocent effect Michael had on children too, they loved sitting next to him, eating next to him, washing their faces in his bathroom and using his soap and checking out all his stuff, and asking him many questions, and sleeping in his bedroom, like kids do together and then share stories. Children are very intuitive to emotions and energies, and they felt simply safe and protected sleeping in Michael´s expensive, comfortable Bed.
The children wanted, it was never once Michael´s idea or offer or doing, he only tried to be guest friendly, and never disappoint children.
It reminded him of sleeping in a Room with his Brothers back in the day. They were all Children and Teenagers yet, and it was this community feeling, not feeling alone or lonely, like in a Camp.
Think about that, and about your own Inner Child for the Week. Can you remember the feeling of innocence, the feeling of your own childhood happy moments? Swimming, sun bathing, playing soccer or basketball, throwing water balloons at each other, do you remember such moments and how you felt back then?