About the INNER CHILD: My Childhood Resonance with Ariel the little Mermaid’s Story #innerchildmovement © Susan Elsa – MJ TwinFlame Soul Official Blog

Susan Elsa in Spain 2017 - Original Ocean Photo © Susan Elsa
Susan Elsa in Spain 2017 - Original Ocean Photo © Susan Elsa
Susan Elsa in Spain 2017 – Original Ocean Photo © Susan Elsa

Dear Readers

This is a very happy Article, and it’s all about the INNER CHILD, we have been talking about for a while now.

As we are alive, and keep evolving and changing and growing, we can tune into our inner child more and more, sometimes more, sometimes less depending on what is happening in your life and challenges. The goal though, and the ultimate secret of youth  and beauty that always shines when real from INSIDE FROM YOUR SOUL, as I am telling you, is the constant elevation and health of the INNER CHILD.

I AM Ariel the little Mermaid and have always strongly identified identified with that beautiful Disney Story since I started singing as a little Girl 💦💙☀️💦💙💦💙☀️🏝🌹🌹🌹
I AM Ariel the little Mermaid and have always strongly identified identified with that beautiful Disney Story since I started singing as a little Girl 💦💙☀️💦💙💦💙☀️🏝🌹🌹🌹

I just got back from a really needed and fun family vacation trip to Spain. As a child, I went with my family often to Spain and it is a core part of my childhood memories, watching Michael’s Moonwalker Movie and other Disney stuff like Ariel the little Mermaid on the little TV in the Van we used to drive with to Spain for long hours.

I feel very happy and sparkly and bubbly right now, and this is also thanks to someone really special I have in my life, a very dear close soulmate that inspired me to be happy and enjoy my life, to be “part of this World”. I am very thankful for all the beautiful people and souls that God made, and finding my peace with this Planet and life form.

When I was a child, my Mother would go especially to this special VHS Rental store, and get us the Ariel the little Mermaid Cartoon Movie in original English. Watch my Beach Video Message for more on this Childhood memory:

So, after all that happened in my life, I am feeling the resurrection vibes. In ancient Egypt, it was believed that all life came out of the deep waters, and there are secret magical spiritual teachings that came from ME PERSONALLY AND MY SOUL, regarding the “holy/sacred blue lotus rising”, and I know what it means and will teach it soon again, in modern time, in our “TWIN EYE Mystery Schools”.

Music and singing was a big part of how Osiris was resurrected in ancient facts, you can sing “with your soul” and use voice, sound and music to manifest magic spells and change even the whole World. It is all about sound and vibration finally, and you are an instrument of Nature/Magic.

Here is for fun a little experiment I did in the water, with waves washing all over my camera tripod and I had to do it quick. In a pink bikini *smile*, singing “Part of your World” a bit, just like the Original Ariel leaning on a cliff overviewing the Beach from the Ocean Water.

I call it my “Ocean Acapella” ©

I am working on my new Album, a very commercial and cool Production with a very diverse and interesting Team involved. Very excited to present to you all this Music stuff soon, and also the STYLE PROJECT we are working on- expect Fashion and Style stuff that you will just feel brand new with, and more yourselves. It will bring the best out of the FEMININE.

Susan Elsa Egyptian Style Project and Eyeliner History Ancient Egypt © Susan Elsa 2017
Susan Elsa Egyptian Style Project and Eyeliner History Ancient Egypt © Susan Elsa 2017

And yes, if you want to really focus on your natural Beauty and Energy, dare to show yourself without Make up completely!

I am glad I do not have any Vitiligo and can lay in the sun and tan, even though I got a little sunburn from falling asleep at the Beach. It was so much fun, water and fire are my personal elements and I feel at home at the Beach and in the Ocean waters.

I have been an exceptional swimmer since my Childhood and won many Swimming competitions, still having all those medals and awards from these times. This was also due to my Ariel fixation and identification with that Disney figure, and I even did a professional course for “rescue swimming” , meaning how you rescue someone out of the water and perform in water, or on coast, mouth to mouth, or through the nose, resuscitation. I have a permit for it, lol.

All this makes me a very real embodied similar Personality to Ariel, as I always felt, and it is really just like Michael Jackson felt he is the real Peter Pan in his Soul and real Life and how he is and feels.

I AM Ariel, the little Mermaid, and my life story fits into it in spooky ways. Walt Disney was a far greater creative and spiritual Mind obviously than people realise.

This is also why so many children and people can identify with these Stories, its simply carrying true inner child vibes and resonance. I love Disney Movies and intend to make wonderful Cartoon Movies for Kids myself, as a Film Director/Cinematographer.


Susan Elsa Natural No Make Up Beach Girl Style 2 © Susan Elsa
Susan Elsa Natural No Make Up Beach Girl Style 2 © Susan Elsa

This is me, simply me, tanned nicely, enjoying my evening about to eat after a nice long day at the beach, and totally tuned into my Ariel Mermaid vibes. Under the Waves…immerses a whole new World…to become part of your World…

Susan Elsa Natural Girl Inner Child Beach Vibes © Susan Elsa 2017
Susan Elsa Natural Girl Inner Child Beach Vibes © Susan Elsa 2017

I am telling you, the inner child is the key to long lasting youth and beauty, and no cremes and lotions and plastic surgery. It is all about your internal condition and your personal energy and how it affects your body, and the more childlike soul vibes you emanate, the more it affects positively your outer appearance and looks too.

Susan Elsa Natural Egyptian No Make Up Beach Style © Susan Elsa 2017
Susan Elsa Natural Egyptian No Make Up Beach Style © Susan Elsa 2017

I don’t mind showing my true self, and always did. I am one of the most honest and open speakers, writers and artists out there on this Planet, and people know what fact about me. I carry my heart on my tongue.

Susan Elsa No Make Up Beach Girl Style - May June 2017 © Susan Elsa
Susan Elsa No Make Up Beach Girl Style – May June 2017 © Susan Elsa

I love the sun and beach and the ocean, it makes me feel at home, like in Egypt. In Egypt we have beautiful beaches, and underwater worlds. I once dived in Hurghada/Egypt, and it was one of the most impressive experiences I ever had. I saw fishes, and rocks underwater, it was like the real Ariel the little Mermaid World, under the Sea, in all it’s beauty. My mother was worried about me, as I had no education and no course before, nothing, and just went in with one of the teachers from the school of my Dad’s friend there, he owns a Diving School.

I will never forget this experience, and I am feeling totally my inner child come alive and my heart healing, and it feels so, so good.

Working on Fashion, an idea and vision I always had as a child too, is a very reviving and wonderful thing, and while doing it I focus on loving myself the way I am, physically.

Susan Elsa Label MGP Logo and personal Symbol Tree © Mystery Garden Productions Brand and Logo History
Susan Elsa Label MGP Logo and personal Symbol Tree © Mystery Garden Productions Brand and Logo History

I am working on my looks and doing a lot of sports, not just for the looks of course, but mainly to feel balanced, fit and strengthen my body and heart muscles and all that.

A few months ago, to just say a bit not too much personal stuff, someone found me that is very special to me and he helped me to feel happy again about being on this Planet, and knowing him. He is a very, very special soul and I love him with all my heart. I want to say here, anonymously to him, that I am happy he is in my life and there for me. He is my Hero and my Beloved.

This weekend I dived even deeper into my happy mind and went to a Birthday BBQ dinner of a friend, had a lot of fun, and then the next Day, yesterday, I had a wonderful and intense outdoor training with my sister visiting from abroad, like in the old Days, doing Martial Arts together.

We always have been into that and I started doing Karate by the age of 9.

So, she had recently visited a real Shaolin Training for a few weeks, in China, and really enjoyed it. I want to do this soon too. She showed me some stuff she learned from her Sensei/Teacher there, and it’s also very good for your legs and butt muscles to do these kicks daily I am telling you.

Check this out, still got some of the years of training strength left in me, and now I am picking it up again and feeling great!


Susan Elsa Karateka Kung Fu Sports Style © Michael Jackson TwinFlame Soul Official
Susan Elsa Karateka Kung Fu Sports Style © Michael Jackson TwinFlame Soul Official

Getting in shape for very cool projects, to share my joy with all of you, and bring happiness to the World. This is me, purely me in private preparing for really entertaining your souls!

I always been a very strong fighter, in real life, not physically I never hit anyone, despite a few situations in which I was physically threatened as a child and teenager by other Girls, out of envy and jealousy. I got a special mind and energy, and I know I am too strong for a direct physical fight with others Girls. But with Guys, I would enter a competition match and fight, no problem.

Susan Elsa Muscle Power and Training Photos © Michael Jackson TwinFlame Soul Official
Susan Elsa Muscle Power and Training Photos © Michael Jackson TwinFlame Soul Official

Sports is super important for your spiritual health and balance as well. I personally tend to have too much energy, and it doesn’t come out well if I don’t have a physical outlet to balance my extreme personal energy out. It has always been that way, so since I am physically working out and doing sports intensely again, I feel so alive and so much more balanced and happy, I can only say again and again to all of you: TAKE CARE of your physical body and health, if you really want to be spiritually mastering yourself and healthy and balanced. Love yourself, whole heartedly and fully.

Martial Arts Training Summer Nature Karate Kung Fu Mix Shaolin Wisdoms © Susan Elsa June 2017
Martial Arts Training Summer Nature Karate Kung Fu Mix Shaolin Wisdoms © Susan Elsa June 2017
Martial Arts Training Summer Nature Karate Kung Fu Mix Shaolin Wisdoms Kicks © Susan Elsa June 2017
Martial Arts Training Summer Nature Karate Kung Fu Mix Shaolin Wisdoms Kicks © Susan Elsa June 2017

And my dear Girls and Ladies out there reading this, sisters, this is the way to go if you want to feel good about yourself, your body and own your energy and vibe! Be confident and work on yourself, until you feel you are looking the way you feel inside!

Do what your body tells you to, if you don’t like too much sports and are more chubby, that is sexy as well, if you are very sporty and have a firm body, that is sexy as well. As long as you ARE BEING YOU and honestly vibrating from your heart, your personal energy, you are in the right place and on the right life track.

I cannot stress and tell clearly enough, how important Sports is for me personally. I need it, just like I need physical movement daily and really to move and LET OUT and let FLOW my personal, intense energy.

Sports is not just for your physical body, that body is your vessel for YOUR SOUL right now, and so when you keep it healthy and strong, your soul too feels better in it! Nobody even closely estimates my real age correctly, Kids and Adults “see me as much younger” than my actual age numbers…

Susan Elsa May 2017 Spain - Teen and Inner Child Vibes Girl © Susan Elsa
Susan Elsa May 2017 Spain – Teen and Inner Child Vibes Girl © Susan Elsa

There is a lot of good stuff we will present you soon, also from other Artists who are incredible and unique in their multiple talents!

This World has so much beauty to give, let us all relax and focus on happiness!


I am also happy to say, that I have found my peace with the United States of America, due to my special Someone I have in my life, and for him, I will go back there and peacefully put my hand into American very cool Entertainment Productions and work with American Partners that are wonderful souls and focused on creating Magic as well.

Here is a link to my current Music Producer, which I value very much as a Friend and Producer- he really believes in me and is a good soul spreading happy vibes on this Planet, Mr Bill Hamel from FATUM:

Bill Hamel from FATUM and a very interesting Cooperation Project with Susan Elsa © Michael Jackson TwinFlame Soul Official Blog
Bill Hamel from FATUM and a very interesting Cooperation Project with Susan Elsa © Michael Jackson TwinFlame Soul Official Blog

Link for full Article: https://www.grammypro.com/florida/blogs/florida-chapter-board-spotlight-bill-hamel

I have to say, the circumstances through which these new Partners came around were funny and all over the place, but God knows what he is doing and I feel very happy that I am getting respect for my talent and work from America now, and seeing that there is much Good left within the United States, ready to unfold it’s Beauty and heal everyone through Love and Music.

Can’t wait to reveal more of this Project to you all, stay tuned!

Wishing you all a wonderful and successful, happy Week.

Love & Light,

Susan Elsa

© Michael Jackson TwinFlame Soul Official Blog


Michael Jackson in Spirit 2017 – New Personal Message *Channeled 2nd January* © Michael Jackson TwinFlame Soul Official

Michael Jackson in Spirit 2017 - New Personal Message *Channeled 2nd January* © Michael Jackson TwinFlame Soul Official

Michael Jackson in Spirit -Message for 2017. Direct dictated words in his own words, put into Audio for the Video and easier listening for all via a web voice.


Spiritual Message full Text Original in written Form:

“Hello, this is Michael Jackson speaking from Spirit.

I have not been saying much lately, as I have been busy with helping souls and giving them support for their healing journey and self empowerment. I love doing that, I love to see people happy, in tune with their soul, filled with joy, smiling, and knowing they are loved.

Today I decided to say a few things, and I will be more open with you all, than in previous messages.

I am as well, simply getting used to be in Spirit and not having to worry about earthly Paparazzi and the Press dissecting each of my words or my Face and taking Photos of me at all times and in all places. I am free now, and I can communicate in a way much more open and direct with my beloved Fans as well.

Many things that have happened to me, in my lifetime as Michael Jackson, were not right, not just and inhumane. I had a very difficult challenge in my life journey, and certain things kept happening over and over again. It felt often unfair and I would wonder, why those things happen to me, and why certain people come out of their way to hate on me, attack me, and harass me. People I don’t know often. People I don’t like, and don’t have any closer relationship with. People that simply had no basic idea even about me or my public Work, such as so called Journalists, and Promo folks, just saying freely and in public whatever they want about me, without consideration for the truth or facts.

But that was not all of that. I also had people in my private environment betray and backstab me, over and over again. It made me trust people less, and children and animals more.

As a human being, you do need social contact, conversations, hugs, nice caring words from time to time, a feeling of a “support net” in your life. If you do not have that basic safety feeling, it is very, very difficult to handle. I felt extremely lonely for a long, long time, and I did try all that was in my hands, to have better friendships, a real loving relationship and marriage, an own family, children, a wife, all that. I tried my best, but there too in these areas of my life, I had it more difficult I felt than most other people.

Everything in my life has always been more difficult and strange to me, than in the life of other people I knew and watched. And I wondered, for years about that, and why it was that way.

One thing has always been clear to me, in the basic energy behind those attacks and lies. I felt this “hateful, aggressive jealousy type energy”, and details of those incidents raised even more questions in my mind, like: “Why were several things and timing always linked as if someone orchestrates the attacks on me on purpose?”

And I thought and thought about those things, for many days and nights, and I read intensely into things, analysed things in my mind and came to some conclusions.

When I became aware of the detailed motivations behind those orchestrated attacks and lies, always happening also around certain timings where a Project is being prepared or a Release, these lies and attacks would be done even stronger.

The more I worked, and tried keeping my focus on my work and my future, my vision, my life and health, the more aggressive they lied about me and spread the lies everywhere, they did everything imaginable to try and turn the people, the public against me.

Over and over, such things would happen right as I am about to release a new Project, and it became clear to me because of such timing that it is being done on purpose and to damage my coming Release and do something I would name “Anti Promo”.

If you look between the lines, look closely and analytical at details and research, watch for dates and timing and details, you can see a clear plan behind those attacks. You can see, that others in the Business, do not get treated that way, but in fact, the opposite. False promotional news stories are fabricated, fancy sensationalism style words and titles are launched, and biased reports are circulated to impose a particular image of the Artist on the public’s mind and to make people buy their stuff.

Don’t misunderstand me here, I love the promotional opportunities and how my own special style I developed of “Image Concept and PR” completed my work and presentation style of releases. But all my Promo and Promo Stories were based on truth, compared to many others in the Business.

Point is, the Press writes about me in a different, personally attacking tone, always biased negatively, but then you see others who ain’t Black like I was, where the Press writes totally different, in a personally complementing, positively biased tone. This is what I mean.

Today, you have an even bigger problem with getting to the real facts and truth, because of the Internet.

The Internet has many wonderful aspects to it, and I love seeing my Fans being able to talk together, share, not feel alone and enjoy a community I like to see myself as the founder of. A worldwide community of different people of all races and genders and ages. I love that part.

But, there is also, as logically expected, another darker force on the Internet, the same people who would make Newspapers and Tabloid Papers, News Shows and the whole “Anti Promo” tactics, now do their thing the same way online, on the Internet.

I know you have many questions, out of caring and love, to understand what happened in my life and business matters, and what happened in June 2009. But let me decide, when and how I share this information, and if even. Let me decide, according to what I believe is best. Because my goal and purpose has never been to make you sad or spread negativity, I dislike negativity and it has been a burdening thing in my life, as explained before.

My goal and purpose has always been to bring joy, to make you in fact escape the negative emotions, sadness, bad thoughts, things that are stressful and negative in every day life. This is what I called Escapism.

You have to know, I am seeing everything, now, from Spirit. I see things even more clear than I could as a human being before, because with the ascended spiritual sight you see energies around people, thoughts, emotions in the heart chakra and know the truth, despite any words being spoken or any pretending attempts. You see clearly when something is not resonating outside, as it is inside a person.

And in Spirt as well, I do need my time and insight to trust someone, so that I can directly connect. I can do that with my Fans as well, and it is a wonderful way, something new which I wasn’t able to do that way before I ascended into Spirit.

When someone is directing bad energy at me, I see that, and I do not go around or connect spiritually with people like that.

It is not even possible.

I am not bound to duality no more, my ascended spiritual mind and body do not connect with people that are not meaning well towards me, spiritually and in their true heart’s emotions. I can see that, clearly.

In those recent years, I have enjoyed this healed, ascended state of being and I enjoyed that I can bring this joy and healing also directly to my other half, my Twin Soul Counterpart.

I am the one that informed her in my own direct words, when God allowed me to go back to her, even if I am now in Spirit.

She was not aware of the challenges that will arise with this, and I didn’t tell her in details what I saw ahead already. But you all can see by now, that there is an on purpose attack on “Twin Souls” and this sacred spiritual information and truth as well.

Now think back about all the things I had to endure, in my lifetime as Michael Jackson.

Think about the ongoing lies, the tactics, the constant never leaving me alone type of situation.

The constant discussions about my face, my work, it’s meaning, and lies about me being somehow “abusive” toward innocent people.

Then look how some folks came out to attack her now too, and use the same tactics and style of lies in their same old game.

I am no longer going to sit back and wait for those people to change and heal their darkened, envious minds. I do not like this feeling at all, of being hunted, and stalked, and lied about. It reminds me of what I had to go through, and I am therefore telling you the truth, so you know what is happening.

I wanted to share so much more with you all, show you what I am seeing now, what I am living now. My wish and motivation for coming forward in Spirit like this and with her help, is all to share our happiness and knowledge of life being eternal with you all. I want you all to know, I am well, and my children to know, I am well, and my friends and other loved Ones to know I am well. I want you to know, your loved Ones which ascended to Spirit, are well too, and to know, get a little glimpse of Heaven from Earth, so you have hope, and feel the love surrounding you which God has for you.

I am not here to be negative, from Spirit. If I was, that would be very telling, and this is not who I am.

I am all about love and positivity, and now in Spirit even more.

However, being all about love never meant I can’t fight or defend myself against what is not of love at all and the opposite and interfering.

I can be very protective of my loved Ones, and my innocent Fans seeking to find out why they felt all they felt in my Music and in watching me and truly care and feel genuine love for me.

And because of all that, I want to share a few facts with you now, directly, and you may listen or not. It is your free will and I have to accept that, even when some people’s decisions make me sad.

You have to know, that the intellect can be tricky. You can see something, read into it, see Videos or Stories that appear at first as if they are authentic and detailed, and that may make you think, it is truth, but when it comes to me and my Name, anything with the Michael Jackson mention has to be evaluated carefully and using your spiritual intuition and logic.

It is good to use intellect as well, but don’t let false stories and false accusations and such horrible slander cloud your heart’s intuition about things. Don’t fall into their trap and get confused about what is the truth and what is a lie.

Try and take some time in the next weeks and months, to focus your mind on your inner feeling, your intuition and “subconscious gut feelings”. Try to focus on peace and love, calm and safety and warmth inside of you, in your core heart centre. Understand that the Music, the artistic innocent expressions that were the job, the work I chose to do with my life from an early age on, is a very spiritual job in itself. There is nothing wrong with choosing to work in the Entertainment Business, choosing to sing and dance to bring joy and positive energy to others.

Why do you think I chose that job?

The same counts for my Twin Soul Counterpart. She has never seen herself working in a field where it’s all about money as in financing business or, insurance business, or any such jobs which are pure office jobs and carry no expression of spirituality. She is like me in this regard and does a lot of charity efforts she doesn’t like speaking publicly about.

I can’t stand those leeches that keep aiming at her now, and I have to watch this, and fabricate lies about me and my very soul. How insane is that. I can’t stand this Deborah Stefaniak person, she is not who she claims to be and if you want to know the spiritual truth here, is attacking me personally by what she does. I never talked with her from Spirit, nor did I tell her to go public about murder claims and talking about this very difficult event in my life, as if she knew anything. This is pure malice.

I do not approve of her claims, and I have no spiritual connection to her at all and clearly stay away from her very obsessive, vampiristic energy. She is getting on my nerves and has caused me several angry and worried moments, seeing from Spirit what she plots, spits out and writes up against my true Twin Soul Counterpart, and I am just waiting here to enforce the Karma of her doing on her when she gets here. Nobody, I said, nobody messes with my Girl. I am very serious about this.

Focus on love and truth, Music and Joy, not fear and negativity, and all those lies.

I do not approve of the Music Industry tactics, which they dared to use on my innocent Twin Soul, to mess with me in Spirit, knowing she is one with me and I love her with all I am, and get hurt when they try hurting her. This is pure evil what those people do.

But then again, love finally conquers everything. And I am very confident in my spiritual truth and know, that everything is in place to reveal the truth so that the lies cannot cloud your sights any longer and everyone knows about and focuses on LOVE.

Love cannot be forced. You have to be ready to receive it and see it in all it’s beauty.

But when you are ready, I will be here and you can call on me anytime. I can and want to help you all discover your own spiritual Self, your full Being, your own Twin Soul Truths.

I see you.

I see the inner truth, and the inner child, and the double Twin Soul Consciousness within all of you.

I want you to focus on that now, for the next weeks and months.

Discover yourself, your true inner Powers.

Learn more about yourself, and your hidden talents and aspects.

This is all about evolution here, and it has the potential to transform human consciousness once and for all, if everyone would understand

who I truly am, and who Susan is to me and with me.

It is like a mirror, showing you your own truth as well. You are all like me, and Susan. You all have this spiritual truth in you waiting to be discovered.

Think about the Man in the Mirror, the song I did with beautiful, generous and talented Siedah. Think about it’s deeper implications, on a spiritual level.

How would you look like, what would you see, if you looked at your Mirror, on a spiritual not physical level?

I will say more when the time is right.

I love you all and I am proud to see more and more of you evolve and open up, so we can all be happy and enjoy each other’s company, forever.

Keep the Love in your hearts and minds.

With all my Love,

your Michael”

Michael Jackson in Spirit 2017 - New Personal Message *Channeled 2nd January* © Michael Jackson TwinFlame Soul Official
Michael Jackson in Spirit 2017 – New Personal Message *Channeled 2nd January* © Michael Jackson TwinFlame Soul Official

© Monday, 2nd January 2017 by Michael Jackson in Spirit dictated to Susan Elsa (Twin Soul Channeling)

Michael Jackson’s Childhood Impressions and Evolution as a Gentleman *Rare Insider Truth Article- PART 2* © Susan Elsa – Michael Jackson TwinFlame Soul Official

Michael Jackson's Childhood Impressions and Evolution as a Gentleman *Rare Insider Truth Article* © Susan Elsa - Michael Jackson TwinFlame Soul Official
Michael Jackson's Childhood Impressions and Evolution as a Gentleman *Very important Information* © Susan Elsa - Michael Jackson TwinFlame Soul Official
Michael Jackson’s Childhood Impressions and Evolution as a Gentleman *Very important Information* © Susan Elsa – Michael Jackson TwinFlame Soul Official

Dear Readers

Yesterday, I did not sleep much as I felt a bit dehydrated and kept drinking my vitamin water, which probably gave me too much energy, or it’s Michael’s energy that was very intense yesterday. But when I did fall asleep, Michael woke me up again after 2 hours, because he was stroking my leg and such. Michael is funny sometimes, like a little Boy insisting on Candy LOL.

I am saying that, because Michael insist, and I noticed something clearly and aware yesterday evening. I did my dance training as Michael said, and then got into it and did my own typical hip moves, and Michael was totally going nuts, like, the way his Fans feel when seeing him do his hip moves and special, energetic dance.

I started giggling, because his facial expression was priceless. Like, I move, and have this funny sexual control over him with it, he can’t stay cool. He did his best though, he tried to contain himself for about 2 hours, and let me sleep, but then woke me up.

That was funny to me, to see Michael Jackson act like he is my Fan. I have always had this special, unique me hip type moves, but you haven’t seen any of it yet really! I will show you soon what I mean…in very unique artistic ways.

Anyways, we have been talking A LOT these days.

And yesterday, after he woke me up and such, we talked before I went back to sleep. And I almost got out of feeling sleepy, because first of all, its a lot of energy to handle when we, you know.

Second, he told me about these other things he wants me to clarify in this Article right here. I wanted to start typing, but it was super late and he insisted I sleep first.

This is personal, and so what I will be saying in this Article is to be taken very serious, as in, people need to be careful to not cross legal boundaries, I got my rights as a Woman, and Michael had his rights and still does, as a Man too.

It might seem contradictory to you, thinking in human terms and such, that I speak to some SPIRITUAL DEGREE openly about our sexual connection and such, but I never mentioned physical details from our time in LA, not once, and keep that private.

You might have seen and understood, that Michael Jackson under no circumstances liked anyone talking publicly about his sexuality. He even made people sign this, that they can never speak to the public, news sources, or other people about his sexual habits or that private space and what he does, likes, wears, looks like and so forth.

Here comes the ONLY EXCEPTION, and that all had a reason and purpose. Michael Jackson is a Twin Soul with me, and he protected our SPIRITUAL TRUTH like this in the past.

You also see, how even today still, others keep spitting out lies about him and his private character, and especially sexuality, taking it even to court and making false, horrible claims.

This is why he wanted me to write this Article here today. And as we are one soul, anything you do, say or claim about him you say about me too at the same breath, and I am not speaking just about him, but about myself here. I am still here, and all the lies you fabricated about HIM, you attacked ME AND MY SOUL WITH TOO.

This is Michael Jackson in his Childhood - Photo for Educational, Documentary and Science Research Purpose -
This is Michael Jackson in his Childhood – Photo for Educational, Documentary and Science Research Purpose –


Up to here I wrote the above text part 2 days ago, today I am continuing and it is Friday the 30th December 2016.

Now, let’s get into it!

I rarely say anything about personal matters, regarding Michael’s Family. But recently some things took place, that, no matter if they want to get along or not, I am forced to speak up about now, because Michael ain’t approving of certain people promoting “a slutty and nasty image” now on him, after all he already went through.

Let me start by sharing the things Michael told me personally and private, or a few things of those very intimate things, and then mend it into how those things shaped his thinking as a Man later on and made him “become different”, than the examples he witnessed doing their thing when he was a Child yet.

Much of it is public anyways, I am not saying anything super new or shocking here. Everyone knows, how Joe and Michael’s Brothers were behaving back in the day, when they reached “fame” initially.

One of the funniest things Michael would make jokes about, in a serious way, but also mocking, would be about Jermaine for example, saying:”Jermaine has no idea how many Children he really got, he got so many officially documented, and those are just the official ones.”

It made sense, and I asked Michael a few things about details like in “did they never use protection or what, that’s dangerous and nasty!”, and he would feel ashamed of his Brothers in that moment.

Think about it, how reckless is that, okay, they started all this before HIV and such, but think about how dangerous this is in reality, if they randomly sleep around like that.

And I think many of you saw the Interviews and his own words, about those times, and how his Brothers sometimes would bring in Fans/Groupies into the same Hotel room and have sex with them right next to Michael pretending to be asleep, but of course not able to sleep and trying to plug his ears in some way.

The way I grew up, I am shocked at the idea alone, that they CAN do it while the little Brother is there, or a few Brothers in the same room. What a Hoe do you have to be, to be able to even get into it, in front of your family members?

That’s sick.

Look, you might think it’s not sick, but everyone has a personal way of thinking and feeling about those personal matters, and there are tons of folks who do stuff, which I am not judging, as in partner switching, this swinger stuff and all that, or two friends sleeping with Girls at the same time in the same place next to each other and such stories, but not everyone is like that and some people like it private.

That too should obviously not be judged or mocked.

But the truth is, Michael’s Brothers and Father were constantly mocking him for “not being a Hoe like them”. And I say it the way it is and the way Michael worded it.

There is also people who have those so-called “open relationships” as in, married even or so, but sleeping with others from time to time and its an open agreement in the couple’s relationship. Fine, do whatever you like, but let others also be how they are.

It makes a big, psychologically negative impression on you, when your own Father and Brothers treat Women that way, and you watch it from before you even are in puberty. You watch it unbiased and neutral.

As if that wasn’t enough, and Michael was developing his own ideas about Women, relationships, trust, friendship, intimacy’s value and privacy, they, and I won’t say names here, would even arrange to let in Groupies into Michael’s Hotel Room and such, even lock the Door and laugh around, thinking “let’s try convince and force him to be like us”.

Can you imagine, if you walked into our room not suspecting anything, and then found some naked Man or Woman you don’t know, just waiting to get right at it, if you like it or not?

That’s even illegal….there is no consent from Michael, he never invited those particular people himself into the room.

This is a wide spread problem in society, this whole “abusing Women as a sex object” and that this is supposed to be somehow “real man’s behaviour to never say no to sex and do everything to get it and then leave”.

Women ain’t a tool, some fast good, or property.

Here is one of the rarest honest expressions about this in Michael’s Music, “Superfly Sister”.

Then think about the things he said himself in his Autobiography too, about those “holes in the restroom walls” from which Guys would spy voyeur style on Women. Michael said also here honestly that he looked through that too, as a Child, and how “him and his brothers were fighting to get a glimpse”. LOL.

I can’t believe he said that. But also, I think I would have a harder time doing such sexual Songs like the one above, saying or singing such words out loud, or certain things he did in the “In the Closet” Song vocally. It’s okay he did that, as a Man, but I am more shy. I can’t believe he could do such vocal things in the Studio, and now based on this closeness between us I can’t really listen to these Songs without giggling around.

He is honest, as you see, and that had a distance to it, he didn’t physically touch or get touched here by anyone, it was just looking type thing and curiosity. Tons of Teenage Guys do such things, in Wardrobe walls and all kinds of places. This type thing has been featured in many Movies also.

Michael has ALWAYS and without exception been honest to me in private as well, in details that sometimes would shock me, as in like “Michael, too much information, how can you say this out loud?” and such, but this is private and it is one of the things in Michael’s Personality which I love. He can be very blunt, but in sophisticated classy ways.

That is the main stuff he remained with, just watching or reading up on things to “learn theoretically”. Michael did not have sex with tons of people in his life, he was super lonely and seeking the FULL PACKAGE in a WOMAN.

This is also how he then used this whole energy rather in his Music and Dance Energy, than doing things.

It gave a unique energy to his Music, because he put all his energy, all his focus, and also sexual energy a lot into his work, and he liked fantasy and innocent romantic Dreams.

Michael Jackson's Childhood Impressions and Evolution as a Gentleman *Rare Insider Truth Article* © Susan Elsa - Michael Jackson TwinFlame Soul Official
Michael Jackson’s Childhood Impressions and Evolution as a Gentleman *Rare Insider Truth Article* © Susan Elsa – Michael Jackson TwinFlame Soul Official


So, with all this going on already in Michael’s childhood around him, he had time and reason to think deeper about things, and the whole truth about Men and Women’s relationships.

Michael was definitely more a Mommy’s Boy, and he cared a lot about his Mother and reflected on her feelings and experience with how Joe was behaving, and he saw tons of Fans and Women cry and lose their minds over his Brothers “using them sexually and then throwing them away”. The typical total asshole move all Women HATE.

Michael had a deep, profound interest in being “the best Guy for Women they ever knew” his whole life. He would make presents to his female Teachers as a little Boy already, loving to make them smile, simple as that. Michael LOVED being nice to Women, and giving them a “unique and good feeling”. He didn’t want Women to think bad of him, nor did he actively do anything or lacked in care about this.

This is why he is Michael, the way I know him.

Stop thinking about Show Business only now, this is a problem of human relationships in every culture and around the World!

How many female Friends do you have that have gone through such experiences or even sexual abuse or worse also?

How many naked Women do you see regularly in the Media, Music Videos and Movies? How many naked Men do you see compared, in Advertising and such?

Why is it okay to show everywhere female Breasts, but not male Genitals in any way?

I have seen in my life even things like some buttermilk drink commercials on TV, showing a female Model completely naked and her Breasts showing, and some animation around the belly area as in saying “this drink is healthy for digestion and such”. Why is the Woman naked, when it’s about a DRINK?

If I’m not mistaken, I think you can also find commercials showing regularly for Shower Gel Women completely naked, but Men only facial close ups, hair and chest, but no behind, no legs, none of that how they do it with Women’s imagery.

Why is that?

Why are Men, that sleep around, applauded for it?

But Women, who don’t even sleep around, but have a healthy sexuality or strong libido, are totally harassed and insulted and judged for natural physical feelings?

You have to be “sexually blocked” as Woman, but play the sex object tool for Men, without own will or needs?

You aren’t to expect anything much from the Man in this regard, but only give and please?

We are not “hand bag or attachment” for Men!

Women and Men are supposed to be equal and complete each other, and Women’s spiritual and mental strength potential is very underestimated, and Women can back up their Man in challenges as well. It’s not all only and always about sex, what is it with people about that?

This is kind of animalistic behaviour. Not human evolved thinking, and Michael thought a lot about those things and understood things on a deeper level, also through our spiritual Connection.

It explains itself, that I would have never bonded with Michael that way, if he was a male Hoe like his Brothers and Father, and many other People in that regard too in Show Business…

I think the same here, equal, about Men and Women, both should not sleep around randomly and it’s something that is a big turn off. It also, besides that, pollutes our aura and spiritual energy/chakras, because besides the physical intercourse, you get the aura energies mixed up and exchange energy as well.

Don’t you want to know the person first and well, before moving into the most intimate thing?

Then, Michael says here, there is a very important point he studied later on. Back in the Days of horrible Slavery, did you know, they would “breed humans” as in throwing some Black Man with few Women into a Cage basically and forcing them to “breed” while watching them and such?

Think about those implications and how wrong this is, degrading the sacred private space between Women and Men.

The Truth about Twin Flame Soul Mates and the Twin Mirror Image of Counterparts in Male and Female Versions of Each Other © Susan Elsa - Michael Jackson TwinFlame Soul Official
The Truth about Twin Flame Soul Mates and the Twin Mirror Image of Counterparts in Male and Female Versions of Each Other © Susan Elsa – Michael Jackson TwinFlame Soul Official


My whole perception has completely changed upon meeting Michael and our Twin Soul Reunion taking place, about self perception as a Woman also.

How I especially often felt like I am being stared at as an object, Guys blinded by looks and not caring about my mind or way of thinking or emotions much, as like about my looks. I always hated this superficial thinking and behaviour, so common in society, and rejected it all.

Michael was different, completely.

He cared in precise details, with a unique understanding also, about the things I had to say, about my childhood, or parents and family matters, or my wishes and secrets and thoughts.

I just recently also explained in an Article bit more on the Dreams conversations, and how our both Dreams perceptions fit and were connected.

Honestly, I can only say Michael is a real Gentleman and very, very exceptionally intelligent as a Man about understanding Women’s needs, and I have no doubt that this is why he emanates this gentle energy also in his Aura to the public and tons of Women love Michael,even without knowing him in person.

He portrayed an important message for the World, about Men and Women, and it was under-heard because of the tabloid lies effect and slander war constantly going to distract from this Message.

I, especially being his Twin Soul Counterpart and all things so parallel and connected in our Lives, I had tons of situation of sexual harassment, and Guys even while working in Studios on Music or such, trying to make a move on me, and me having to block it off and feeling “disturbed in my professional respect”.

I am very happy to see how also that has changed a lot and keeps healing and changing, and even people from the past come up and apologise to me and have LEARNED something good from me and me staying classy and strong-minded always.

Men actually respect that.

And if a Woman can “understand a Man’s thinking and perspective” even more, as in being equal mentally and in the mind. Being strong in personality.

I even had Men tell me that “I got more balls than them”. I know it sounds funny, but its meant symbolic, and it shows you, if I as the FEMALE PART of my and Michael’s Twin Soul am so strong, imagine how strong Michael’s Mind is as the Man.

This truth some people saw already in me and the way I think and understand things, as in telepathic clarity, prove the connection of my Mind with Michael’s the whole time and they sensed “the male side in me”, which is Michael, literally.

Same goes for Michael, especially in public, he had this thing going with channeling me, and his “feminine gentle side”, and people often confused it for being “feminine”.

But I am not a Man, and Michael is not a Woman.

We are just internally intertwined, with a deeply connected double-consciousness, as it is with Twin Souls!

This is also the spiritual reason behind male MJ Fans feeling super strong emotions for the Guy, but not being gay at all.

It’s proven by now, that the male MJ Fans or the male Friends and People who met Michael, are in some weird funny way attracted to me. Like, Michael is their Man, their buddy, their role model and respected other Alpha Male, and seeing the feminine Version of Michael gives them a whole new, and confusing perspective. It’s funny to me. Maybe it’s also a motherly type feel, as in, I am “bringing out and healing their inner child”.

Through this inner spiritual connection, Michael had a whole other inspiration in his mind for ideas about how he views Women or sexual situations. He focused a lot on his heart chakra and his emotions, and Women’s emotions, and he thought very intellectual and spiritual about personal connecting.

He would do meditation, rehearse and work hard day and nights, he didn’t even have the time or the focus to waste his time and life and career with such superficial short term relationships. That was not what his mind was on. His mind was constantly on his Music and work, and “evolving his mind” in private, reading for hours, reflecting, growing his knowledge and mind.

He was analytical in this to a degree, he wanted to FIND OUT THE BASIC TRUTH AND SECRET of real lasting relationships, BECAUSE of his Parent’s example relationship and marriage, and Michael wanted to do it better than them.

He was not interested in superficial sex adventures, it didn’t give him anything at all, it would have just made him feel bad, not good.

That wasn’t the type of Man Michael Jackson was.

And they say, as Father so is Son, but in that case it could not be more different.

But other Brothers he has became like their Father…

And if you think, those things are of the past and they don’t live this lifestyle anymore, then check out the weird stuff about fights with their wives and being BITTEN by the wife and drama, drama, drama and joining shows like “Wife Swap”.

Or, taking Viagra at age almost 90 and almost dying on top of some super young Woman in Brazil…you know who I mean.

NO CHANGE, same old game.

And now, you think you can just publicly throw shit at Michael’s Image and how he was as a Man, compared to you?

And insult me publicly in this process too?

Let me say here also something very specific, because in recent years after Michael had passed, there were over and over people trying to make claims of being “his Son” and such, like this Brandon Howard.

Look man, I don’t know what this Guy’s personal issues are and if his father by registration is his real father biologically or not, but if it ain’t, Michael certainly ain’t the father.

His mother knew Michael only superficially, and why…because she was once managed by JOE.

So, who’s the father again?

Tell me.

You better not try selling this stuff you do under Michael’s Name. He ain’t the one with tons of Kids everywhere nobody knows about!

And by the way, if you look at it, you have to notice that besides the whole obvious “pretentious faking and imitations”, this Brandon Howard looks more like Jermaine than like Michael.

If you want to try and fool me, you have to get up much earlier in the morning to keep up with my sharp mind and pace.

I am here and ready to demand respect for Michael and for myself in this situation as well.

Don’t try to throw your nasty fake stories at me and Michael, we are pure and have a whole other thing going on between us than your cheap shit you do with Women.


An important point here also, because I seen so much nonsense being talked about it and it being then used for some weird adding to the false accusations as well.

Michael was not “used to sleeping with others in the Bed” due to his Childhood and growing up sleeping often in the same Rooms as his Brothers and on Tours and in Hotels and such.

It is not the reason why little Boys would later napping or sleeping in his Bedroom. Michael NEVER ONCE INVITED ANY CHILD TO HIS BEDROOM, they wanted and insisted, like Kids are, clingy and innocent.

Michael would let them sleep there, not able to break their hearts and say “no” and appear “mean and anti social”. He had a strong fatherly side and heart and would usually go sleep on the floor or couch, and leave the Kids his Bed. It was all totally innocent, why is that so hard for people to understand.

When it came to having FEMALE VISITORS, Michael did not like any eyes on them or him and Kids were also in those situations NOT ALLOWED to be in his Bedroom obviously.

The two things are separate, completely. And if you think back about those stories from the crowded Hotel Rooms when he was on the road with the Jackson 5 and later called “The Jacksons”, and think for a second with your brain, you know he didn’t see anything sexual about “friends hanging out like a gang in one room”.

In fact, because those Kids were little, like Michael was back then, they were pure and innocent and Michael could feel this family and safe vibe in his mind, because there was NOTHING sexual about it at all. It was peaceful and relaxing to not worry about such things and just be a human being and friend, eat popcorn, play video games and enjoy the INNOCENT ATMOSPHERE.

This is my personal View and Experience with Michael, and you may take it or leave it.

You can learn something, for yourself and your own evolution and happiness, or stay backwards thinking the way his Brothers and Father stayed in the old pattern all their lives and never learned anything about “relationship skills”.

It explains itself, that the type of rare Women also, in the opposite example, I guess like me, Michael says, who are like Michael had the whole package for Women, the same for Men, such cheap Guys NEVER GET. So, if you are a Guy and reading this, and you want a real loyal and good Woman, that has inner and outer beauty and a real mind and personality, you better work on yourself as a Man first to offer something, in human and spiritual terms.

We are here to reveal the deeper secret, the truth and SACREDNESS about sex and love, and relationships between Men and Women. People don’t yet understand what it means, what a Twin Soul is, let alone how a detailed personal experience in such way looks like or feels like.

Michael was very evolved, as a soul already at Birth. In his Soul, there has always been the “compass” pulling him towards me, his Twin Flame Soul Counterpart, the other half of him.

That is as good as it gets for you, there is no scandalous sexual behaviour or nasty sick sexual thinking in Michael Jackson. Not the least bit, he was and is the most healthy-minded Guy about Sex, ever. And I hope it is needless to say, that Michael was a Master at everything he did in life, including that area, way beyond anything his Brother’s are capable of.

This is it for now, more in the next Blog Post.

We’re sending out a Major Loyalty Ray,

Susan Elsa & Michael Jackson in Spirit ©