As many of you might already know, I have been singing and making Music since the age of 5.
When I was 7 years old, for a few years, I began to visit classical piano lessons with my sister. Our mother, or father, mainly though our mother, would always bring us there, wait for us, or pick us up after we finish. Over the years we would do also separate lessons, as I stuck with the classical Music, while my sister wanted to get into Rock & Roll Piano more.
At that age, something important and central in my musical Biography happened, which is a reason why I still cannot read or play along with written down sheet music, musical notes.
My teacher, Mr. Baur, had a big Piano School with his Father. They both were always very skilled and their school has a good reputation. Unfortunately, Mr. Baur Senior has left us already, but his Son, my teacher, is still around. I just met him again recently and he remembered my face somehow immediately, even if I am much older now.
Back then, when I was doing my classical Piano education, I was maybe a bit childish, maybe you can call that also lazy. I could play by ear only, and from time to time just took a quick look on the teachers hands, sitting on a second piano next to him. I would play mostly by ear, and when he looks at me, I would look at the sheet music in front of me and pretend to be reading it. Then, when he looks away I would play free again.
I was basically cheating, but the point is, I did not need to read those written notes. I liked playing by heart, by feeling, intuitively. I could in all my musical education never, like, block my free creative flow, and read notes, it doesn´t go together for me. If I composed a music, only music no lyrics, I would just record it.
My parents would always ask me to play the piano, or sing, when we had guests over or where at some event where a piano stood there. I hated it to be honest, I liked to keep my art private and was super shy. It was every time they asked that and after people heard it, they insisted to hear me play. I played the piano mostly, I did not sing for people at that age as I was too shy.
Over the years, I didn´t focus on the piano much anymore, and moved to a stronger focus on vocal skills, singing performance and began to tune in mainly to my main instrument- my voice. That is an instrument as well, and a very soul-full one. The main channel.
My love for Music was activated when I saw Michael Jackson at age 5, switching in my parents bedroom into his Film “MOONWALKER”- right where the little Girl is opening the Door Window and looks into the Club 30, to see Michael twink at her and then do the smooth criminal lean, the famous leaning over he invented with patented shoes. In this moment, and I remember it vivid till this day, I thought to myself:
“Who is this man? Somehow he is, exactly like me. Like a mirror of my future. I want to do exactly what he does when I grow up!” (Like I want to be like him and do the same Job in my Future) ©
From this moment on my life changed, and all this musical passions began and education, and vocal training, but no education about the vocals. I taught singing to myself. I didn´t really sing wrong notes since around the age of 8 or 9 anymore. I trained since that moment seeing Michael daily, so much. Alone, isolated in a room downstairs so my parents and siblings would not hear me, as I´m not perfected yet to show my voice, I kept thinking. I was like, pressuring myself abnormally for such age, without any outside pressure or anyone even really knowing how much I take singing serious, or how I sound. My parents heard me play piano all my childhood only, they heard my voice only at age 16/17 when I had recorded a song in a Soul Music Studio- that happens to have been my very first Demo ever showing my voice in a professional Studio- picking Michael Jackson´s DIRTY DIANA.
The producer, with connections to Berry Gordy and Motown by the way, was impressed. He was the only Soul Music Producer in Switzerland.
He said the following after hearing my voice the first time:
“I knew that you would be good, only from all the business knowledge you have about Music and Music itself artistically, when we would converse.”
I had refused for about 2 years to show him my voice, worrying and super pressured, abnormally shy and perfectionist. Then he said something I will never forget:
“I think you are maybe the biggest talent vocally ever to be discovered in Switzerland, maybe all German Part of Europe.”
I was shocked. I was also confused about how professional and cool I did Dirty Diana. My heart was about to stop before, I stepped into this big singing cabin, all insulated and the floor below me was soft a bit. It was like, I had the routine, I was super calm when the Music turned on. Just like that, first experience, as if I had done this a lot before, in a Studio. The Microphone was super sensitive and I could hear my lips and teeth grind in the headphones. I heard my heavy breathing first, but when the Music started, I got into the routine, just like that. Shyness blown away for some reason.
One Day, after moving to Los Angeles, I ran into Michael Jackson in a Sandwich Store in Santa Monica, on Santa Monica Blvd and 4th Street, close to the Beach. You can read more about all this and my musical experiences in my life in my Book, Archangel Michael´s Wedding.
To shorten the very long story a bit (in my short life I done a lot!)- let us get now to the main reason for this Article.
The main skill I always had since birth, that exceeded all other talents and skills, was always the psychic skills. I have been involved in paranormal science experiments regarding those skills later on in my life starting in 2004. I have given yet one very public TV Interview about my Out-of-Body Experiences for ABC TV Australia. They came here for this and aired it then in their country. I have given beside that science interviews to science book authors, and these books take time and will be published in the coming years by multiple sources. Some of these interviews, including my Michael Jackson Twin Flame Soul Story and Experiences after his Death with him, are recorded on tape by british scientists and science books authors.
My Story cannot be told in one Book, nor in one blog Article for sure. You will have to look further into the Books and Blog, and Music, to get more information on the following story which took place today- continued.
To summarise here:
After Michael Jackson´s Death, and my almost death having parallel physical symptoms and serious challenges, throwing up, not able to eat, sleep, wandering through the night hearing his souls cry, he ascended with my help as a medium. We agreed on this before our births, since he would never trust other mediums but his one and only true twin soul that would never do anything wrong to him, understood?
It was very difficult and I felt alone on this Planet suddenly, this feeling inside. Similar to how he had it when I was born in 1982, and he kept saying publicly after that he feels like the “loneliest person in the world”. Remember that?
After Michael ascended in this light stream upwards, somehow through my body it felt- I felt my inner soul cry out for him, like I cannot keep on living here without him, like my soul is being broken into million pieces like glass shattering, it was like an inner soul scream but with my inner child, my inner adult, my inner everything. I could not stop crying and did not want to ever sing again. I let him go I did not expect nothing I only wanted him to be well, only he was my focus, not myself. But I was really, done, broken after.
Then he came back. He was carried by angels left and right back to me, at a waterfront hotel in Venice, Italy, looking like he is 17/18 again with an afro. That was strange to me at first as I had not known him physically in that time, but when he was older and different in appearance. He seemed so young and happy and rejuvenated. He sat at my bed all night, I kept waking up, he was still there. He kept putting his hands on my head, letting some light, some healing energy flow through me to heal my body from the poisoning and all these things, especially it felt like is healing my soul from the trauma. He said first thing when he returned, as if God had explained to him all we both could not see or understand in human life:
“I am so sorry…everything that happened to you, happened because of our connection…”- Michael Jackson in Spirit 4th March 2010-
Because I am his Twin Soul, we share all things. We are one Soul, with two twins male and female within the same soul. I share his experiences in the afterlife, while here, and he shares my earthly experiences, while in spirit now. Everything in our lives is parallel, so precise, some people find it spooky.
He taught me this term himself in English in Spirit after he came back- he was shown by God who his real Twin Soul is and brought back to me. He had been explained all things about us, about me, about his life, and was fully healed from certain things in his life which were very traumatic for his soul. Michael Jackson is innocent he never had any thoughts about children in a wrong way.
All these attacks have a reason, and it is because Michael Jackson is in Spirit, in his Soul (surely not having a human name and passport and such things, right?)- he is the ARCHANGEL MICHAEL.
In a Past Life, a very central one strongly linked to his re-incarnation as Michael Jackson, he was Osiris (Un Nefer) in ancient Egypt.
Michael spoke many times when asked in interviews, who he would like to work with, about Debussy, Mozart, Walt Disney, actually always mentioning deceased people. Look back at his interviews.
Michael Jackson was a psychic too, just like me. He had his own spiritual contacts and communications with souls who had ascended, and he also knew about Mozart´s respectful and very beautiful Magic Flute Symphony, composed when Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart was ill and dying.
It is dedicated in a heartfelt, serious way to Isis and Osiris. The Official and Original German Lyrics (Die Zauberflöte) I can write down for you in English as I am not able to really find a proper translation online.
Mozart was a Fan of Osiris and Isis, Michael Jackson (Osiris) was a fan of Mozart. They are now able to work together for modern time and you will see this in our big production for the WE COME INTO ARRAY Song, as planned months prior – we plan to channel production elements with Mozart for a Real Orchestra Recording for this Big Archangel Michael Theme Song. I will prove this in the work, so have patience and stay tuned -and when you hear it, you can judge yourself if Mozart, I and Michael have done this together. It´s not like anyone can do such a thing, and I surely have no education in writing a full orchestra symphony, but I have those things in my mind since childhood. I wanted to do this for a long time and have my musical background showing in my own Genre which I created with Mike, our TWIN SOUL POP Baby Steps (Spiritual Pop 777) from 2010. Drums and African Drums (Ancient Egypt Elements) and Classical Music Instruments such as Strings, I love love love my strings to always be in my Music Pieces. Of course the by hackers interrupted Demo CD published for securing data and copyrights, Archangel Michael- Secrets of Heaven 777, has even more of that, because strings, harps, flutes, are part of the heavenly Music, the angelic celestial Music. Michael makes Music in Spirit. It is not only an earthly thing.
He sang quite a few love songs to me the past years, songs he did NOT compose anywhere ever on earth, new songs. And this music, this rich, filled music, as if it is giving all facets of the soul expressing love, there is no such sound on earth and never will be. It would be impossible as the music in spiritual dimensions has a magic to it physical instruments cannot create. An aura, like an aura to the sounds.
O ISIS UND OSIRIS- Official German Lyrics:
O Isis und Osiris, schenket
der Weisheit Geist dem neuen Paar!
Die ihr der Wandr’er Schritte lenket,
Stärkt mit Geduld sie in Gefahr.
Laßt sie der Prüfung Früchte sehen,
Doch sollen sie zu Grabe gehen,
So lohnt der Tugend kühnen Lauf,
Nehmt sie in euren Wohnsitz auf.
Meaning: Basically, this is a chant, a prayer to Isis and Osiris for giving the present of spiritual wisdom to the “New Couple” (Neues Paar), like as to bring the Twin Soul blessing of Isis and Osiris to a newly wed couple at their time. It then says, you, which direct the steps of the wanderers, and strengthen them with patience in any danger (protection). Let them see the fruits of the examination, but if they go to the grave- take them into your residence (in heaven). Mozart did this as a strong believer in us, knowing much about the ancient Egyptian funerary rituals and chants and spells, sang back then in Music, to protect the souls during ascension so they can enter the “Home Lands of Osiris” which were named “Nefer-lands”.
Here is one of these demos only drafting a basic direction, the secrets of how we are creating this new sound is absolutely confidential at the moment. I am forced to work that way, because of malicious interference by certain people via cyber attacks and economic espionage.
The Ancient Egyptian Sound we created (me and Michael in Spirit in Egypt at real Temples)
The Archangelic Pop Sound we are now continuing on after pausing in Summer 2010 basically:
The Coded Demo for WE COME INTO ARRAY © (Coded means the full composition is guarded between me and Michael only, and Mozart said he would help us for the Orchestra elements)
Note: Will be produced in the same Studio where Michael Jackson recorded THE GIRL IS MINE during my birth in 1982 (Thriller & BAD Production Studio)- Westlake Studios
Personal Message by Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart © Spiritual Message given to Isis/Susan Elsa
First I had Michael suddenly bring Mozart to me, not that he said anything about that. But he had said that we will show the public that his Character in Ghosts is not a fantasy, but as he said publicly himself “I am playing myself of course”.
Osiris is a big story which we will get into in the coming Series here. The point is, Mozart became a freemason back in the day, and he really admired the love story of Osiris and Isis, as he himself missed such in his life. He had many affairs, but his true twin flame was not incarnated and so he could not settle for anything less than what his soul felt he needed. He really, really enjoyed his life.
When he came here with Michael, Michael stood at my right side as often, and Mozart was in front of me. He was different than more “modern” people I met in spirit, he was so old fashioned and he introduced himself by kissing my right hand. I felt bit weird lifting my hand for him but, Michael was saying, lift your hand this how they did back then. Like women would lift their hand into this greeting position and the men would give a not-touching pretended kiss on the hand. They would not touch with their lips the hands usually. It is a gesture of respect and admiration.
Wolfgang, as I like to call him now, as in Wolf-Gang, the Gang of the Werewolf, Osiris, Michael Jackson *big smile* then looked at me in a very fan-like way, and said, that he is really really enjoying having this opportunity to work with me and Michael like this. He was looking around, looking out the view (I have a penthouse style view) and enjoying seeing this modern world. He really was some fun-loving, life-loving guy huh!
He spoke in German to me, not English.
He then said, after he spoke of really being happy about this opportunity to work with me (the real Isis he admired to much back then and wrote the Magic Flute for) and Osiris (Michael). Then he said, well, he already did work with Michael before.
Wolfgang explained then, that he would help Michael channel some composition parts of his Songs, such as for little Susie. It is obvious I would say in that one song especially. The he moved on to surprise me with explaining that he, as he worked with Michael in spirit, when Michael was here on Earth before 2009, it means he was also spiritually connected to me because I am part of Michael (Twin Soul). Mozart is not Michael Jackson, they are two different souls that are in the same soul family and come from a place somewhere else in the higher dimensions, the spiritual etheric, astral heavenly ones…where Music exists and many such musical type Souls interact together. I still have my old piano and will show it to you, dear readers, soon in a Video and show you how exactly my childhood classical famous pieces compositions look like, so your kids can easily tune in and learn in, as a start, if they love piano. Michael insists I do this, I feel bit shy, but I will do it. On my beloved white piano that cost my parents a lot back then for my passion.
I was really surprised but then again, not so much after a short first moment of surprise. He said he helped me as a Kid to play my Piano by feeling, soul feeling, and by ear. I have composed as a child my own versions of classical pieces, simplified by ear. My teacher would wonder how I play it, so different but it sounds correct.
I am really happy tonight and I am thankful to know, that we have many many Souls helping us for this grand Mission to heal Planet Earth, with Fun, Sounds and More.
Stay tuned for the Version of the WE COME INTO ARRAY Song with the Orchestra piece, channeled through me and Michael and our twin soul connections, in cooperation with Mozart in Spirit.
Love & Light,